Venting May this year be my last

[IchijouRirika]

Apparently, she REALLY will just ditch me without even explaining why, wishing me a goodbye or anything, won't answer back like, damn this how you treat someone special just because they are from the internet only???
I'm tired already of this, of everyone single person that starts acting like that with me just goes away for no reason out of nowhere with no explanation, every person I talk with online disrespects and insults me, and so does my family, as well as the fact I cannot live with myself anymore after 2021.
I see no break on this, and I hope this year I finally get the ways and the courage to quit, I don't even care about the things I've left unfinished, the surgery I went to change my looks (which now I have scars on that don't even help with it) or anything.

 

[Sleeper System]

New year. New disappointments. Smh.

 

[socrates]

I'm in a similar place of wanting to CTB this year. My GF left me last year and I have to many problems to deal with. I'm sorry to hear things have been so painful for you the last few years.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Apparently, she REALLY will just ditch me without even explaining why, wishing me a goodbye or anything, won't answer back like, damn this how you treat someone special just because they are from the internet only???
I'm tired already of this, of everyone single person that starts acting like that with me just goes away for no reason out of nowhere with no explanation, every person I talk with online disrespects and insults me, and so does my family, as well as the fact I cannot live with myself anymore after 2021.
I see no break on this, and I hope this year I finally get the ways and the courage to quit, I don't even care about the things I've left unfinished, the surgery I went to change my looks (which now I have scars on that don't even help with it) or anything.

I feel the same. I hope I don't see another year.

 

[IchijouRirika]

I'm in a similar place of wanting to CTB this year. My GF left me last year and I have to many problems to deal with. I'm sorry to hear things have been so painful for you the last few years.

yeah it has been painful my entire existence, not only the last few years, sorry about your gf btw.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

New year. New disappointments. Smh.

Your comment made me laugh. Not much does.

 

[Return2themoonlight]

I hear you, a strong majority of prople in the real world truly cares about people, they are only in others lives for their own benefit regardless of how it affects people like us. They can see it, acknowledge it and still believe that its our fault for being used in any way shape or form, at least that's how I feel from my own experiences.
I pray you find your solution and May the Goddess of the Moon guide your soul into everlasting peace