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sapphoslastpoem

sapphoslastpoem

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Jun 23, 2022
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It's all dependent on whether my paranoia about my classmates and their intentions becomes true or not because some weird shit has been going on with them and I'm pretty sure they want to make my life a nightmare. I'm tired of feeling like everyone around me wants to torture me, why can't I just exist in peace? I don't do anything, I try to be kind and helpful to others and everyone around me wants to see me suffer. Maybe today, I'll finally get the push I need to finally end my internal pain.
 
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Have you ever address these issues with a professional?
 
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sapphoslastpoem

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Jun 23, 2022
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Have you ever address these issues with a professional?
I've been seeing therapists, psychiatrists, counselors, etc for years. I've brought up my issues in class to my professor, the director of the program and even a case manager but there no support, I just get told that nothing is happening and I'm overthinking things. I don't think I'm overthinking anything though, I think everyone wants me gone
 
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I've been seeing therapists, psychiatrists, counselors, etc for years. I've brought up my issues in class to my professor, the director of the program and even a case manager but there no support, I just get told that nothing is happening and I'm overthinking things. I don't think I'm overthinking anything though, I think everyone wants me gone
So you're telling me you've told them that you're paranoid everyone is out to get you and torture you and they're just saying it's "overthinking".

Have you mentioned your paranoid thoughts.
 
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sapphoslastpoem

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Jun 23, 2022
111
So you're telling me you've told them that you're paranoid everyone is out to get you and torture you and they're just saying it's "overthinking".

Have you mentioned your paranoid thoughts.
I have but no one believes me. I think everyone is probably in on it though
 

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