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Crematoryy

Crematoryy

Autophagic Loneliness
Feb 12, 2025
292
I don't want to be the only one to die alone in this abominable world. If I lived my entire life WITHOUT, everyone must die the same. I dedicated my entire existence and yet it denied me everything I most desired. I don't want to be the only one (or the few) who were abandoned by the world.

If I feel pain, everyone must feel it too -- especially all human beings, because they are execrable, vilifying, treacherous.
My hate is real, and I cannot put it into words.
I don't want to be the only one to die alone in this abominable world. If I lived my entire life WITHOUT, everyone must die the same. I dedicated my entire existence and yet it denied me everything I most desired. I don't want to be the only one (or the few) who were abandoned by the world.

If I feel pain, everyone must feel it too -- especially all human beings, because they are execrable, vilifying, treacherous.
My hate is real, and I cannot put it into words. Hate is my protection against this insensitive, indifferent, and ordinary world. Hatred is what keeps me alive.
 
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Unbearable Mr. Bear

Unbearable Mr. Bear

Sometimes, all a cub needs is a hug...
May 9, 2025
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Don't you want this hateful world to live the nightmare they created instead of going the quick way out? Just wondering about the logic of it, I understand the pain and the hate. I know it far too well...
 
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NoMoreSanity

Member
Mar 17, 2025
90
I personally agree with yoh in not letting the world go so quickly. Let me make it clear I am not incting violent ideas nor calling for violence. This is simply a philosophical idea. Yet I I would rather the world die slow. If life is evil like many anti life philosophy states, then why would we want the world to go in peace. Let it die in agony, the same way it kills everything else.
Don't you want this hateful world to live the nightmare they created instead of going the quick way out? Just wondering about the logic of it, I understand the pain and the hate. I know it far too well...
 
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