meowpuppy
valerie | she/they | puppygirl
- Jul 11, 2026
- 391
it literally just is.. there's nothing else. maybe reading, if you're being charitable, but i don't have anything to read right now. i don't have any other ways to cope other than jerking off. it's.. okay, i guess. it's free, it's easy, it can be done in lots of situations, it keeps me happy for like a solid 30 minutes to an hour and a half, which is basically unheard of in my life.. it's become so bad i'm planning my whole happiness around it, for the most part. whenever i feel sad, i immediately think back to the last time i masturbated, and if it was more than a few hours ago, then i get ready to masturbate again. the problem, the biggest out of the many, i suppose, is that it does nothing to help my anxiety, and if anything, only makes my anxiety worse, because i have to worry about finding good material, getting comfy, making sure i'm not gonna get interrupted..
