Lost in a Dream
He/him - Metal head
- Feb 22, 2020
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Marc Mund Spilli is my favorite channel on youtube and I agree with him about a lot of things. He talks about Gnosticism in a lot of his videos, and his opinions about life. I agree with him that the universe is a machine that keeps bringing life back into existence over and over again. The entire universe needs to be destroyed, and it is the only way to avoid and prevent suffering from happening.
Be skeptical of his supernatural experiences if you wish, but I fear the possibility that his experiences are true. Regardless of whether they are true or not, even if his experiences were a mere hallucination, you have to realize that the universe has to be destroyed. If his supernatural experiences are hallucinations caused by a mental illness, then what kind of reality are we living in where people hallucinate shit like that? Only way to prevent people from experiencing hallucinations is to end their consciousness, and the only way to end all consciousness is to destroy the entire universe.
Is doing this possible? I don't know. To be an atheist, you have to assume that the universe has existed forever without an intelligent creator, and to be a theist, you have to assume that the universe was created by an intelligent creator who existed forever. Either way, how can you prove that is the case? Even if you could, how can you be okay with the possibility of horrible suffering? How can you be okay with living in a reality where people hallucinate things like evil Gods? What if the universe was created by an evil creator? What will we do then if that is true?
My only desire is to cease to exist if I end my life, but how can I be certain that doing so will guarantee permanent non-existence? How can I be certain that I don't come back as another human, or an animal that will be eaten alive by a natural predator? Unless the universe ceases to exist entirely, there is no guarantee. The cosmic mechanism that causes life to end and be brought back needs to be ended to prevent the pain and misery that happens. I agree with this whole heartedly! All of existence, the entire universe, needs to end.
