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Jrmull1993

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Jul 13, 2022
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Thanks for sharing that. I'd like to know just how big that "large water bottle" was.
 
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AliceTheGoon

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Man someone needs to find out what that was. I was just watching a video yesterday about the millionaire arson suspect who popped cyanide after his verdict was read.
 
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Surgeon

Surgeon

anam cara
Mar 2, 2020
61
Man someone needs to find out what that was. I was just watching a video yesterday about the millionaire arson suspect who popped cyanide after his verdict was read.
that video is gnarly.
makes a gross sound.
 
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cheesepancake

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May 27, 2022
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Love how I was just gonna post this and ask what the liquid was. You beat me to it :)
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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Man someone needs to find out what that was. I was just watching a video yesterday about the millionaire arson suspect who popped cyanide after his verdict was read.
Yeah I remember that one
Anyone see this? Dramatic.

EDIT: I missed the part about skin turning gray. Must've been SN

N turns your skin gray also--I saw a Dignitas CTB once on PBS
 
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Secrets1

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Nov 18, 2019
364
I'd bet the farm on SN. It'll take 4-6 weeks for toxicology report to come out & who knows if that'll get coverage
 
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AliceTheGoon

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Jul 1, 2022
399
I'd bet the farm on SN. It'll take 4-6 weeks for toxicology report to come out & who knows if that'll get coverage
CNN article
""Shortly after entering the holdover cell, he started vomiting, and emergency services were called"

There it is.
 
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Unworthyoflove

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Aug 7, 2022
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apart from what he took....if its true what they charged him for, i d prefer they would have cut his balls off before he drank this. these people dont deserve to die fast
 
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katagiri83

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Jan 4, 2022
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apart from what he took....if its true what they charged him for, i d prefer they would have cut his balls off before he drank this. these people dont deserve to die fast
That was also my first thought regarding the context, perpetrator of such act does not deserve to have a chance of quick / painless death!
 
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Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
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It's sad that he got away with this. His actions were suspect following the verdict.
 
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Notsupposedtobehere

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Aug 13, 2022
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This guy even waited until there was no chance of getting out of what he did. What a scumbag he should of ctb before he hurt people
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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Anyone see this? Dramatic.

EDIT: I missed the part about skin turning gray. Must've been SN

It couldn't have sn because sn takes long time to work- if it waas sn after a time his skin would turn blue and an ambulance would be there and they would give him methylene blue and he would recover very quickly. I wish sn worked fast like this but it doesn't, not sure what works this fast but nothing that works fast is easy to get- something that works this fast is impossible for most people to get, maybe he had a pharmacist friend.
 
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Secrets1

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Nov 18, 2019
364
It couldn't have sn because sn takes long time to work- if it waas sn after a time his skin would turn blue and an ambulance would be there and they would give him methylene blue and he would recover very quickly. I wish sn worked fast like this but it doesn't, not sure what works this fast but nothing that works fast is easy to get- something that works this fast is impossible for most people to get, maybe he had a pharmacist friend.
It'll be interesting to find out what it is. And see if the media covers it in 4-6 weeks.
 
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Someone123

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It'll be interesting to find out what it is. And see if the media covers it in 4-6 weeks.
I just did some searches- cyanide was used in several cases like this. but there are other pharmaceuticals that would work that you couldn't get by a normal prescription.
 
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Secrets1

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Nov 18, 2019
364
I just did some searches- cyanide was used in several cases like this. but there are other pharmaceuticals that would work that you couldn't get by a normal prescription.
Could you please share what they are? Does it need to be made in a compound pharmacy or something?
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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Could you please share what they are? Does it need to be made in a compound pharmacy or something?
No, I don't have the names off the top of my head, they are things you could never get, like anesthetics used for surgery that would never be prescribed- only a pharmacist or a doctor or a nurse could get them. You could get cyanide, though, though this is known to be a very painful death and it would take some research. I do know that one of them is succinylcholine, which a couple of nurses have used to kill people. There is no way you could get this unlesss you had a nurse friend who was willing to risk their career for you, it's very tightly controlled. This is also a very painful death- a couple of cases like these have been on forensic files.
 
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waitingforrest

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Dec 27, 2021
842
This guy even waited until there was no chance of getting out of what he did. What a scumbag he should of ctb before he hurt people
Only ever thought about himself and how he was going to suffer(what a wimp) locked up in jail and not the lives that he has ruined and the life-long pain he caused.

He looks like the human version of a blobfish.
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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Only ever thought about himself and how he was going to suffer(what a wimp) locked up in jail and not the lives that he has ruined and the life-long pain he caused.

He looks like the human version of a blobfish.
It's still not a bad outcome, for him to leave this world rather than to live at taxpayer's expense for many years.
 
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madebrief

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Jul 4, 2022
250
Hi,

Pains me to say this. In honesty, the reason why I want to CTB is because I'm under investigation for possession of indecent images. I am not proud of what I've done. It was an addiction that spiralled out of control. I've lost everything while expecting that I am going to face prison. Why I am still alive so far, I don't know. I've got everything I need to die.

I don't condone my actions, nor do I of child abusers. I've always known it is wrong. I am here finding a peaceful way to die like all of you are. I have been in personal mental torture over the past 3 months just wanting to die and not being able to do anything else. Literally. I've hardly watched any tv, playing games, doing sports and even eating is a chore.

I deserve to die. What I can't support is wordings of going further than a peaceful death and that a tortured death should be done in place. I didn't think that what this forum was for.
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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Hi,

Pains me to say this. In honesty, the reason why I want to CTB is because I'm under investigation for possession of indecent images. I am not proud of what I've done. It was an addiction that spiralled out of control. I've lost everything while expecting that I am going to face prison. Why I am still alive so far, I don't know. I've got everything I need to die.

I don't condone my actions, nor do I of child abusers. I've always known it is wrong. I am here finding a peaceful way to die like all of you are. I have been in personal mental torture over the past 3 months just wanting to die and not being able to do anything else. Literally. I've hardly watched any tv, playing games, doing sports and even eating is a chore.

I deserve to die. What I can't support is wordings of going further than a peaceful death and that a tortured death should be done in place. I didn't think that what this forum was for.
I hope you can find peace somehow- I am sorry that your life has turned out different than you would have hoped for.
 
Secrets1

Secrets1

Specialist
Nov 18, 2019
364
Hi,

Pains me to say this. In honesty, the reason why I want to CTB is because I'm under investigation for possession of indecent images. I am not proud of what I've done. It was an addiction that spiralled out of control. I've lost everything while expecting that I am going to face prison. Why I am still alive so far, I don't know. I've got everything I need to die.

I don't condone my actions, nor do I of child abusers. I've always known it is wrong. I am here finding a peaceful way to die like all of you are. I have been in personal mental torture over the past 3 months just wanting to die and not being able to do anything else. Literally. I've hardly watched any tv, playing games, doing sports and even eating is a chore.

I deserve to die. What I can't support is wordings of going further than a peaceful death and that a tortured death should be done in place. I didn't think that what this forum was for.
I respect the messages in this. I liked the post you are upset with. It was a deeply emotional reaction with personal strings. I don't believe in a unilateral set of punishments for all related indiscretions. Based on available info, I get the sense this guy is in a different place than you regarding threat to others. I wish you peace.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,337
I'd bet the farm on SN. It'll take 4-6 weeks for toxicology report to come out & who knows if that'll get coverage
i think there can be only one so effective in the cloudy water, SN.
 
Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,876
Hi,

Pains me to say this. In honesty, the reason why I want to CTB is because I'm under investigation for possession of indecent images. I am not proud of what I've done. It was an addiction that spiralled out of control. I've lost everything while expecting that I am going to face prison. Why I am still alive so far, I don't know. I've got everything I need to die.

I don't condone my actions, nor do I of child abusers. I've always known it is wrong. I am here finding a peaceful way to die like all of you are. I have been in personal mental torture over the past 3 months just wanting to die and not being able to do anything else. Literally. I've hardly watched any tv, playing games, doing sports and even eating is a chore.

I deserve to die. What I can't support is wordings of going further than a peaceful death and that a tortured death should be done in place. I didn't think that what this forum was for.
Maybe I'm the only one here who thinks this: but I have sympathy for the guy in the OP and yourself. Of course there are problems with the actions you have taken. But I don't think such actions are really choice. It is a compulsion like you said. But you get demonised forever for it, branded like a beast. The option to quit all this BS is much needed, to save yourself from any further compulsion as much as to save any potential future victim. Many people won't like this take, but I've always seen it this way.
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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I'd bet the farm on SN. It'll take 4-6 weeks for toxicology report to come out & who knows if that'll get coverage
100% guaranteed you'd lose the farm. Based on posts here people take 10 - 20 minutes to pass out from sn, he collapsed almost immediately. If you want to bet the farm, bet it on cyanide.
 
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Lullaby

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Mar 9, 2022
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apart from what he took....if its true what they charged him for, i d prefer they would have cut his balls off before he drank this. these people dont deserve to die fast
Agreed. It almost feels unfair that people like this can check out so easily.
 
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Secrets1

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Nov 18, 2019
364
100% guaranteed you'd lose the farm. Based on posts here people take 10 - 20 minutes to pass out from sn, he collapsed almost immediately. If you want to bet the farm, bet it on cyanide.
Considering the unknown time it took to bring him to a cell bt drinking the liquid, have someone process the situation and mention concerns and be checked on, I'd think 15-20 minutes is a reasonable reaction time. I don't know, neither do you. Maybe I'd lose the farm. Maybe it'd gain value for an estuve observation. It doesn't really matter we're just hypothesizing. You couldn't identify the pharmaceuticals that you said would cause this and then insist it's cyanide. As I see it we're speculating on a fairly equal plane of assumptions. With varying degrees of likelihood.Please tell me why I'm wrong? I'm genuinely interested.
 
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