Making suicide not look like suicide

[Biofreak731]

Okay so i will tell you all the details, look i have a family that would be devastated or one of them would kill themselves if they found out i killed myself, i am a 19 year old male, i weigh 99 kilograms and
I am 185 cm tall with no guns or cars living in egypt, but i have alot of pharmacies around me and i also have a herbal store near me. I would do anything to just kill myself without making it look like a suicide, if you want to discuss with me i donot mind, I have alot of time . i wouldnot mind making my death look natural

 

[VoidDesirer22]

Gosh that sounds so tiring to organize. Do you prioritize making it look like an accident over the peace of the method?
I can't see how it could look like an accident besides maybe a car crash but that method is super fucking dangerous for others and unreliable.

 

[Biofreak731]

I mean like there got to be something, hell i wonder if i can make sodium nitrite here in my home, but at the end of the day i have pharmacies herbal stores even fucking sodium hydroxide but that would be very fucking painful, i mean there got to be something, everyday i am suffering from alot of fucking mental diseases, so i donot mind working my assoff for this

 

[VoidDesirer22]

Yeah, but ingesting SN cannot be passed off as an accident.

 

[Biofreak731]

Well then fuck it, i donot care if they find out if it's suicide or not, i just donot want them to see my body in a horrid image like hanging, just tell me how you obtain or make sn

 

[Biofreak731]

Please, guys i am begging you, fine i donot care how it looks just give me a method that doesn't involve cars gun, jumping from great heights or hanging. I cannot take this anymore

 

[BigG91]

Okay so i will tell you all the details, look i have a family that would be devastated or one of them would kill themselves if they found out i killed myself, i am a 19 year old male, i weigh 99 kilograms and
I am 185 cm tall with no guns or cars living in egypt, but i have alot of pharmacies around me and i also have a herbal store near me. I would do anything to just kill myself without making it look like a suicide, if you want to discuss with me i donot mind, I have alot of time . i wouldnot mind making my death look natural

You should read the Peaceful Pill Handbook for choosing methods
Or look at how other people committed suicide from old newspaper posts...
For example where i live... Hanging , Rat Poison and Pesticides are common suicide methods

 

[Biofreak731]

Okay, fine you guys got any non painful chemicals that kill myself with like sn or tell me how to make sn. At this point if i cannot find a way like this then give me your best shot

 

[sandalphon]

You have to do your own research. Start with the resources compilation or the pph.

 

[Biofreak731]

Resource compilation?, pph?

 

[Niko66]

Resource compilation?, pph?

You can find them among the pinned threads.

Or since you don't have access to the search bar yet, another option would be to write your inquiry on Google or another search engine and add " site:https://sanctioned-suicide.net/ " to it, that will limit your results to this site and you might have better luck finding about methods which seem accidental as I am sure someone must have discussed this in the past.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find relief from your pain in whatever happens. I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, I know that it is unbearable when you are desperate to leave. More than anything, I wish that suicide was easier, I wish there was an option to just fall asleep and never wake without having to go through the ctb process.

 

[Biofreak731]

It just i donot mind it anymore, if only i can find the way i will do it

I hope you find relief from your pain in whatever happens. I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, I know that it is unbearable when you are desperate to leave. More than anything, I wish that suicide was easier, I wish there was an option to just fall asleep and never wake without having to go through the ctb process.

I really gotta say i am truly lazy, but eventually you guys will help me find a way to do it, it's just i am not in the usa so it's hard obtain resources like you guys, but i know it's easy to kill my self if i stop caring about how my suicide looks
Okay, guys can you at least tell me a method where i will do it and be able to lay on my bed
I have heard there is a way where you get something to tie around your cartoid artery and then you will faint in 10 seconds and die in 15 minutes, can you guys guide me to it

 

[Niko66]

It just i donot mind it anymore, if only i can find the way i will do it

I really gotta say i am truly lazy, but eventually you guys will help me find a way to do it, it's just i am not in the usa so it's hard obtain resources like you guys, but i know it's easy to kill my self if i stop caring about how my suicide looks
Okay, guys can you at least tell me a method where i will do it and be able to lay on my bed
I have heard there is a way where you get something to tie around your cartoid artery and then you will faint in 10 seconds and die in 15 minutes, can you guys guide me to it

If you feel "too lazy" to look into the resources in this forum then I believe it's probably best to give yourself some time to introspect about the choice you are making. Many users aren't from the US and every method is not equally available to everyone, but you deserve to make an informed decision for your future and for that you owe it to yourself to make the research that we can't do for you.

Could I ask what's the cause of you wanting to die?

 

[Biofreak731]

I got severe depression, bipolar and other disease associated with those diseases, my life have been always bullshit by being bullied and considered the outcast of my school in middleschool,i also see no point in life in just have to suffer most of time just to feel good for a moment, here in egypt it's utter shit and the education is fucking dogshit, the poverty and the authorian military regime controllling the country has destroyed the country economy and destroyed all chances of my dream. Also because of the pressure of my parents for a dumb education system i faild and had to go to a shitty university with a major i didnot want, so i am not sad about death or me dying acutally everytime i think about death i feel happy and when i died in my dream i felt so relieved and happy and then woke up and became depressed because i acutally didnot die. So i donot mind dying and i promise i wonot be lazy to finish myself off and now i think i want to do it in a way my family initially thinks it's not suicide and then with autopsy they discover i killed myself i donot mind that. After all this isnot my first attempt and when i did try suicide they just all scolded me and treated it like nothing happened not even got me to a therapist, my family is abusive without knowing they are

 

[watchingthewheels]

It just i donot mind it anymore, if only i can find the way i will do it

I really gotta say i am truly lazy, but eventually you guys will help me find a way to do it,

Will we? Just because you demand it?
This smells like a trap. "Please, guys, please! I'm too lazy, so you're going to do the work for me" (so you can be entrapped by law enforcement...)

 

[Biofreak731]

Will we? Just because you demand it?
This smells like a trap. "Please, guys, please! I'm too lazy, so you're going to do the work for me" (so you can be entrapped by law enforcement...)

Look man i am sorry for saying being lazy, but i promise you i attempted this before

 

[stoiccactus]

Develop a hobby for meat preservation with SN and then die in an accident doing what you love

 

[Biofreak731]

Tbh right now i donot care if it looks like a accident because let's be honest there is no way i am going to beat pathologist at their game, but the problem why i can't do this is because i donot have sn and egypt it's hard to obtain, cannot i make sn in home lor fuck it just give me sny poison you got and i will do it because making it look like accident or making it natural was a stupid suggestion from mine, i discovered i just didnot want my family to see my body horrid, i donor mind them discovering it was suicide if my body doesn't look disfugered, so give me your best poison other methods, i am ready

 

[Biofreak731]

I got severe depression, bipolar and other disease associated with those diseases, my life have been always bullshit by being bullied and considered the outcast of my school in middleschool,i also see no point in life in just have to suffer most of time just to feel good for a moment, here in egypt it's utter shit and the education is fucking dogshit, the poverty and the authorian military regime controllling the country has destroyed the country economy and destroyed all chances of my dream. Also because of the pressure of my parents for a dumb education system i faild and had to go to a shitty university with a major i didnot want, so i am not sad about death or me dying acutally everytime i think about death i feel happy and when i died in my dream i felt so relieved and happy and then woke up and became depressed because i acutally didnot die. So i donot mind dying and i promise i wonot be lazy to finish myself off and now i think i want to do it in a way my family initially thinks it's not suicide and then with autopsy they discover i killed myself i donot mind that. After all this isnot my first attempt and when i did try suicide they just all scolded me and treated it like nothing happened not even got me to a therapist, my family is abusive without knowing they are

I am sorry for what i said about my parents please donot hate them they are good people but just it is that they are not open minded so please donot hurt them

 

[GoingAwayParty]

Just disappear.

Are you over eighteen? Leave a note saying you met soneone of your preferred gender or sex, that they live far away, and that you won't be seeing your parents again. Then find a very isolated place - abandoned building or cave - and CTB there.

 

[Biofreak731]

Oh, donot worry mate i have finally found the best course of action for myself thank you for understanding me and for caring. I will be making another thred btw

 

[downndone2]

I mean like there got to be something, hell i wonder if i can make sodium nitrite here in my home, but at the end of the day i have pharmacies herbal stores even fucking sodium hydroxide but that would be very fucking painful, i mean there got to be something, everyday i am suffering from alot of fucking mental diseases, so i donot mind working my assoff for this

They can discover SN on autopsy. Pretty much anything you ingest is traceable on autopsy.
I posted on thread earlier today "Death by accident"