Making Preparations- need final advice

[daisynikon]

I've started preparing for my attempt. Tried before and it never worked, but have since decided on a better method. Last time I was younger, and slit up both my arms, but here i still am. After years in and out of wards, endless therapists and pills down my throat, I'm ready to try again.
I decided on just one note. Addressing everyone, no one individually, cause if they turn my words around I dont want someone to feel sole responsibility, cause its none of their fault.
I already contacted some friends about having them come pick up some stuff, laptop, books, movies, etc. Told them I'm de-cluttering my life. I'm sitting her staring in my closet, trying to decide what I want to wear. Torn between my favorite casual look, black ripped straight jeans, and a white t-shirt, with jacket over top. Or my replica marilyn monroe dress. I'm also not sure if I want to keep a more natural makeup look, or more eye-catching...what would you choose? After I decide on the look, I've just got to make a couple phone calls to check in on some people, and I should be ready. Tonight is the night. Ive only been here since yesterday, and its been refreshing to see people not condemning my choices.
Hoping it works this time, wish me luck.

 

[jodes2]

Go for eye catching! Sexy makes you feel better. You CTBing tonight??

 

[freedomcalls]

For me it would depend on your method but I guess I'd probably personally go comfy / casual

 

[SamTam33]

I'd opt for comfort. The less energy I have to exert beforehand the better.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must had been awful going through that failed attempt, but at least this time you have a less risky method. Cutting is certainly not recommended for ctb from what I've read. But I hope that you find the freedom that you are looking for.

 

[daisynikon]

Go for eye catching! Sexy makes you feel better. You CTBing tonight??

Yep tonight. I'm ready :) Not the same way as last time though. Nitrogen this time, Im hoping it works.

 

[jodes2]

tonight. I'm ready :) Not the same way as last time though. Nitrogen this time, Im hoping it works.

Good luck! I hope you find peace

 

[GasMonkey]

See you on the Other Side.