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LostZombie

LostZombie

Transgirl Chemist
Oct 10, 2025
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I have always ever since middle school been scared of dying, non-existence had my fragile little mind scared. I had had this mentality even in my worst times, but now I feel differently about it. I now realize what awaits me after college, work for 40 years, be abused for 40 years, be a worthless trans person for 70. I say to all of that no, and it's nice knowing that I will not need to take any of that abuse. I will escape the rat race, I will not give the billionaires any of my working hours, they will lose out on my 90,000 hours of work (yes this is the average work time someone spend in their lifetime).

I find it quite ironic that you don't get help with, housing, money management, food, etc, yet whenever we say we want to leave, it's all hands on deck to "save us". This is what gives me peace to my death, I am able to tell everyone I will not be a slave, I have full control of my life, no one else can control me. They tell me I am a worthless, but I am worth so much that I will keep that worth out of their hands.


I will get my freedom
 
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