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inevitableandplannd

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The last person left who would care if I died is my mom. I have a pretty good relationship with her and I know she worries about me. Some bad things happened recently and it's time to go, I'm planning on purchasing a shotgun with cash at a gun show Nov. 1 (ammo separately before that) and killing myself ASAP as soon as the instrument is secured.
I would like for her to feel as little emotional turmoil about my death as possible, because she is a good woman and has enough to think about. Have there been any lines in suicide notes you've read that made you feel at peace for the person? I believe that there is nothing waiting for me on the other side, but I would gladly lie in my note to make her feel better.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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This is where my therapist would reverse things and say what could she write to make you feel better? I mean there's nothing really.
 
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My child died and I can say it's devastating! It's hell on Earth. There is no way you can make it easier for her.
 
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