Make it stop

[littleearthquakes]

I don't know how to live in agony and with no life and such extreme pain and limitations while I disappoint everyone and I lost the last person I truly loved and he hates me forever and it's broken what was left of my stupid heart

Make it stop make it stop make it stop please please please stop

Fuck chronic illness and chronic pain and being a disabled failure wreck watching the last moments of my life tick away while no one cares or understands

Please forgive me please talk to me again please someone talk to me

 

[hdead]

Hey, some of us see and hear you. I wish I could help you change things but sadly I can't. But what I will do is acknowledge you, your struggle and perspective.

It sucks being a human for some of us. Times are tough and some just can't keep up. If there is anything specific you'd want to talk about or get off your chest feel free to message me. Or y'know, reply here. Being lonely in this kind of way is the absolute worst. I know the feeling, sadly.

 

[littleearthquakes]

I wish I had a way. I wish this was fucking over.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

I feel the same way. I really hope that your situation can improve and your life can get so much better if you don't ctb.

 

[ugulamugula]

I don't know how to live in agony and with no life and such extreme pain and limitations while I disappoint everyone and I lost the last person I truly loved and he hates me forever and it's broken what was left of my stupid heart

Make it stop make it stop make it stop please please please stop

Fuck chronic illness and chronic pain and being a disabled failure wreck watching the last moments of my life tick away while no one cares or understands

Please forgive me please talk to me again please someone talk to me

I can very much understand you, i feel the same way and also had the same thing happening to me

 

[littleearthquakes]

It cant and I didn't ask for this kind of invalidating toxic positivity here. I'm very sick and in a lot of pain that physically can't ever get better. Why can't anyone hold space for me even here

I feel the same way. I really hope that your situation can improve and your life can get so much better if you don't ctb.

 

[littleearthquakes]

I like to believe that there's a small amount of hope for everyone, no matter how small it may be. I had a close friend that was suffering immensely from chronic illnesses for 8-9 years straight and she didn't think her situation would ever improve but her life is so much better than it ever was before now. I'm not at all trying to invalidate your suffering or your experiences. Everyone's situation is different of course. And I'm not saying that you shouldn't ctb if that's what you think is best for you. I'm sorry that my comment came across the wrong way. I hope you find peace from your pain with whatever decisions you make for yourself.

If you really have any respect or care for me as a human being please delete your comments they have harmed me

 

[bl33ding_heart]

If you really have any respect or care for me as a human being please delete your comments they have harmed me

You can't delete them I'm pretty sure otherwise I would. I was just trying to explain the logic behind my comment as it seemed stupid of me to say that since not every situation is the same. I wasn't trying to make you feel bad at all. I'm sorry I hurt your feelings. It wasn't my intention at all. I seriously feel like such an idiot now. My initial comment was jusy to try and extend some empathy and comfort since I know that can make people feel even somewhat better for a little moment. But I'll definitely think more before I say something. You have to go through so much and my chest honestly hurts knowing I've hurt you. I hope you know that wasn't at all what I intended. I'll message a mod and ask for it to be removed.