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Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
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There should be a way to get the medication compound used for MAiD. For any Darkweb users have you asked your seller if they have the combo used for MAiD or could get it. Seems like they would have the meds, they just crush them and put them in a small bottle that you add water to and shake it in. They probably have all of the 5 meds PPeH lists. I would be happy with either.I don't use it I bet they have med combinations that are lethal. Some get the MAiD cocktail and die without using it, I wish I knew someone who has it. Has anyone ever seen it for sale anywhere? Of could I would love to find N from someone in the US who isn't going to use it or has enough for more than 1 person
and doesn't want to be alone, I would say the same for nitrogen. My physical health is very bad I've suffered for years physically and mentally.I have no quality of life. I'm in excruciating unbearable torture 20 hours a day 4 hours trying to sleep with severe insomnia. I'm not able to do anything in this extreme pain. I would be so grateful if I could find N. I truly can't take this brutal pain. There must be a way. I really need to ctb asap.
 
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Student
May 10, 2026
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I'm sorry you have to go through this. Have you thought about applying for MAID? Sounds like you might get approved.

About the Cocktail, idk. You can just look it up on the dark web, it's really easy to get access. Just Download the onion browser and thats basically it. Buying stuff is way more complicated but when you figure it out it's actually pretty simpe too.
 

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