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ctbcat

ctbcat

Tomorrow Is Nearly Yesterday & Everyday Is Stupid
Jul 14, 2023
241
(just a thread for me to dump lyrics on when i have nowhere else to put them. you can contribute too if you want)

hey pig, yeah you...
hey pig piggy pig pig pig...
all of my fears came true
black & blue and broken bones
you left me here, i'm all alone
my little piggy needed something new.
nothing can stop me now, 'cause i don't care anymore....
(Piggy - Nine Inch Nails.)
 
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real human being

real human being

full of broken thoughts
Jan 28, 2022
240
I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair

- Hurt, Nine Inch Nails


And when you wake up
Everything is gonna be fine
I guarantee that you'll wake
In a better place, in a better time

- A Better Place, A Better Time, Streetlight Manifesto
 
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ctbcat

ctbcat

Tomorrow Is Nearly Yesterday & Everyday Is Stupid
Jul 14, 2023
241
i think i used to have a purpose...
then again, that might have been a dream...

i think i used to have a voice...
now i never make a sound.
i just do what I've been told,
i really don't want
them to come around...

(Every Day Is Exactly The Same - NIN)
 
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ctbcat

ctbcat

Tomorrow Is Nearly Yesterday & Everyday Is Stupid
Jul 14, 2023
241
ooh, the years burn...
ooh, the years burn...

i used to be a little boy
so old in my shoes
& what i choose is my choice
what's a boy supposed to do?
the killer in me is the killer in you, my love
i send this smile over to you
(Disarm - The Smashing Pumpkins)
 
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ctbcat

Tomorrow Is Nearly Yesterday & Everyday Is Stupid
Jul 14, 2023
241
since you have let yourself come in, some things i'd rather you not see...
see i keep lying to myself / don't know what else there is to tell
if i could be somebody else / well, i think i would for you
(I Would For You - NIN)
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
5,158
There better be something cookin'
In the kitchen when I get home
Something gourmet, or a steakhouse filet
Or a cut still on the bone
Not the usual junk she makes
Like lasagna or rice and beans
I've told her so many times
To raise the bar on what we eat

I warned you
I don't want spaghetti again
I warned you
I don't want spaghetti again

(Spaghetti Again - Tim and Eric)
 
F

Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,360
'You don't know how you got here
You just know you want out
Believing in yourself
Almost as much as you doubt'

(U2: Hold me, Thrill me, Kiss me, Kill me.)
 
fleshgarden

fleshgarden

Student
Mar 15, 2023
133
"i am not something that survives
in my fantasies
but in this place i am alive
though it hurts to be
my soul is dim, my mind is burnt
my body functions desperately
i want to be somebody else
but i want you to know me"

void fantasy- Ada Rook
 
untothedepths

untothedepths

this user is a giant puss
Mar 20, 2023
648
God is dead
And no one cares
If there is a hell
I'll see you there
 
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eatantz

eatantz

I luv dolls
Nov 4, 2023
581
So if you need to be mean
Be mean to me
I can take it and put it inside of me
If your hands need to break
More than trinkets in your room
You can lean on my arm
As you break my heart
 
Sober4MostDays

Sober4MostDays

My username is a lie currently
May 29, 2024
24
I'm in her bushes while she walk home
I'm her secret admirer, stalker's such a strong term
I'm in your bedroom when you're not home (Not home)

Love is obsession, when the hell will I learn?
You never meant to hurt me, right? (Right?)
I hope that that's what you're thinkin'
You said you got a new man, right?
I have to make him go missin'

I don't know what the fuck I was thinkin'
Narcotic nonsense, I'm tweakin'
There's a hole in my heart, that shit leakin'
Just hold me close and heal the pain

(Juice Wrld - Call Me Whenever)
I told her she could call me whenever (Right), no matter the weather (Alright)
I'm fallin' apart, I need to get it together (Alright)
You lie, you lie when you say it's forever (You lie)
Can't lie, I'm high, it ain't gettin' no better (Alright)
 
ctbcat

ctbcat

Tomorrow Is Nearly Yesterday & Everyday Is Stupid
Jul 14, 2023
241
i don't think about the past, it's always there anyway
don't think about the past, always there anyway
and i will never die, i will never die, i will never die
i will never die, i will never die, i will never die
i will never die....

(Cop Car - Mitski)
 
oneirataxia

oneirataxia

Arcanist
Apr 22, 2024
485
If I were to go away
Would you follow me to the ends of the earth
To show me what your love is worth?
Or would you go and buy a car
Shrug your shoulders, say, "There you are,
She didn't love me anyway,
If she had, she would have stayed"?

If I were to go away
Would I always look for your beautiful face
In every crowd, every place?
Or would I go and buy a hat
Turn my shoulders, say, "That is that,
He didn't love me, now it's clear,
If he had, he would be here"?
 
avoid

avoid

️
Jul 31, 2023
443
leaves from the vine
falling so slow
like fragile tiny shells
drifting in the foam

little soldier boy
come marching home
brave soldier boy
comes marching home
 
ctbcat

ctbcat

Tomorrow Is Nearly Yesterday & Everyday Is Stupid
Jul 14, 2023
241
this is the first day of my last days
i built it up, now i take it apart
climbed up real high, now fall down real far
no need to stay
(Wish - NIN)
 
vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
608

i believe i can see the future,

cause I repeat the same routine.

i think I used to have a purpose,

then again, that might have been a dream.




i think i used to have a voice,

now i never make a sound.

i just do what i've been told,

i really don't want them to come around, oh no...

...

everyday is exactly the same,

there is no love here, and there is no pain...

every day is exactly the same

...i can't remember how this got started,

but I can tell you exactly how it will end...
 
ctbcat

ctbcat

Tomorrow Is Nearly Yesterday & Everyday Is Stupid
Jul 14, 2023
241
i can still make out your wavy face
& if i could reach you
maybe i could leave this place
(i do not want this - NIN. another NIN song to the thread, fork found in kitchen!!!)
 

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