amaterasu :-)
Student
- Dec 21, 2023
- 122
Since I had some bad experiences with LSD, I don't think about death the same way. I never felt that way before, but as a result of intense panic attacks LSD induced me, I'm now more prone to anxiety in general, I've also had of panic/depersonalization attacks while completely sober (only since my LSD use, never had then before). Although it's been a while (1 year) since I last used drugs, this never seems to go away completely, and am afraid this may ruin my ctb attempt, since my method is SN, and I don't really have any other options. I'm afraid the process will be similar to what I experienced with psychedelics, or that it will induce a panic attack more easily which may ruin all. I remember a long time ago i din't care about death and now with this experience everything is very different, it really piss me off, wish I had known about this posible harms from LSD before using it. In the end it might not be that bad, but there is no way to really know.
