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ppie41

ppie41

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Mar 15, 2023
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everyone tells me my loved ones should be reason for me to live, but all they are is reason for me to feel guilty about wanting to leave.
 
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Stormy Raine

Stormy Raine

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Apr 7, 2023
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I completely understand how you feel and totally agree with you! Our loved ones can be the main reason we want to ctb just for peace and serenity! They will never understand the pressure and pain they cause us. Once we are gone they will have so many questions and will never realize it was THEM that drive us to stop existing!
 
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Jul 10, 2023
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This is very right, our "loved" ones should've been the ones who cares for us but ended up making us want to ctb for being so cruel. And people expect us to keep on going without knowing what they did to us. You shouldn't feel guilty about wanting to leave, its your decision to make, no one else's.
 

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