Lost my SN

[helpsh]

I've been using this website for years, on and off. I had the SN from 4 years ago and felt ready a couple of days ago but it's gone. Maybe it wouldn't have done anything after all the time. Feel sad.

 

[DarknessInMe]

I'm sorry that your SN is gone. Do you have any idea where you stored it before and what happened to it?
According to the thread below, your SN would very likely still be usable to ctb:

Stability of SN and N

I'd like to preface this to hopefully help people not make rash decisions due to the fear that their suicide method will go "bad" and they feel forced to take it before they truly want to. Freedom of choice means everything. There is a lot of misconception on here about how long both of these...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[helpsh]

I'm sorry that your SN is gone. Do you have any idea where you stored it before and what happened to it?
According to the thread below, your SN would very likely still be usable to ctb:

Stability of SN and N

I'd like to preface this to hopefully help people not make rash decisions due to the fear that their suicide method will go "bad" and they feel forced to take it before they truly want to. Freedom of choice means everything. There is a lot of misconception on here about how long both of these...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Thank you for replying. I know I had it under my bed in a cardboard box, the box is gone from under my bed after taking everything out. I don't live alone but I feel like someone would have a chat with me if they found it.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be dreadful to have lost your way to die, I'm sorry you have to go through that, best wishes.

 

[ImTelling]

I've been using this website for years, on and off. I had the SN from 4 years ago and felt ready a couple of days ago but it's gone. Maybe it wouldn't have done anything after all the time. Feel sad.

No three words are sadder than: Lost my SN.

 

[helpsh]

It must be dreadful to have lost your way to die, I'm sorry you have to go through that, best wishes.

No three words are sadder than: Lost my SN.

It was so weird as it's been in the same place for 4 years, it was even there a week ago, and then when I'm suddenly ready it's gone. I thought if someone found it they'd say something to me.

 

[ImTelling]

It was so weird as it's been in the same place for 4 years, it was even there a week ago, and then when I'm suddenly ready it's gone. I thought if someone found it they'd say something to me.

Does anyone go into your room? Where did you put your stuff when you moved everything? Try and retrace your steps if you can.

 

[helpsh]

Does anyone go into your room? Where did you put your stuff when you moved everything? Try and retrace your steps if you can.

Yes my mum does and she's real nosey even though I'm an adult.

I moved everything to try and find the SN, I've not moved the actual SN. I can't find it anywhere.

 

[ImTelling]

Yes my mum does and she's real nosey even though I'm an adult.

I moved everything to try and find the SN, I've not moved the actual SN. I can't find it anywhere.

Well... I have a good guess as to what happened.

 

[Life Is My Coffin]

No three words are sadder than: Lost my SN.

that's four words

Yes my mum does and she's real nosey even though I'm an adult.

I would just ask her if she disposed of any powder of mine and not explain explicitly what it was (maybe say it was salt, perhaps sea salt).

 

[ImTelling]

that's four words