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Lost all that I had in a fire

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soul80

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Apr 25, 2018
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My house burned down due my neglected neighbor and I lost all that I had, even my pets. Ironically I had Nembutal ready and my hand gun but couldn't take out with me that day. I only could take with me my dog and my personal computer, where I'm writing this now.. I'm so tired physical, mental, emotionally.. I didn't have renter's insurance and dealing with my neighbor's insurance is a hassle, the corruption of the local authorities in my city is not helping me also.. I am thinking in hanging myself, but don't want to fail, also I am staying on the house of some older people in my town, don't want to cause a mess in their house, they have been so nice to me..I taught in jump in front of a car, but the driver could has a serious trauma. What painless method could I use? I also though go to counseling and mention that I can't sleep and probably they would prescribe me some pills for sleep and overdose on those, but I heard there is big risk of failing..
I lost all my personal ID, passport and can't order Nembutal trough Western Union again until can get my Id again.
I am so lost.. I wish I would not awake tomorrow.
I apologize, English is not my mother language and can't think clearly..I can't stop crying
What are my painless options?
 
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soul80 said:
My house burned down due my neglected neighbor and I lost all that I had, even my pets. Ironically I had Nembutal ready and my hand gun but couldn't take out with me that day. I only could take with me my dog and my personal computer, where I'm writing this now.. I'm so tired physical, mental, emotionally.. I didn't have renter's insurance and dealing with my neighbor's insurance is a hassle, the corruption of the local authorities in my city is not helping me also.. I am thinking in hanging myself, but don't want to fail, also I am staying on the house of some older people in my town, don't want to cause a mess in their house, they have been so nice to me..I taught in jump in front of a car, but the driver could has a serious trauma. What painless method could I use? I also though go to counseling and mention that I can't sleep and probably they would prescribe me some pills for sleep and overdose on those, but I heard there is big risk of failing..
I lost all my personal ID, passport and can't order Nembutal trough Western Union again until can get my Id again.
I am so lost.. I wish I would not awake tomorrow.
I apologize, English is not my mother language and can't think clearly..I can't stop crying
What are my painless options?
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Oh my god, is this real? You already had pentobarbital and you lost it in a housefire? Along with everything else?

I'm speechless...

For now, forget about trying to overdose on sleep pills. It won't work.
 
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soul80

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Apr 25, 2018
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El Topo said:
Oh my god, is this real? You already had pentobarbital and you lost it in a housefire? Along with everything else?

I'm speechless...

For now, forget about trying to overdose on sleep pills. It won't work.
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Very real for sure, a nightmare... I got my pento last december from A and saved it to use in couple months more...now nada...
 
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Soul80, do you have a job? If so, you will be able to eventually save up money again for N, a gun, whatever method you choose.

If you really want to end things soon and don't want to wait for more N, a cheaper, more accessible option is chloroquine, a common medicine. If you take with a large amount of sleeping pills (preferably benzos), it is a peaceful death.

Read the chapters on chloroquine in Guide to a Humane Self-Chosen Death and Dignified Dying:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/list-of-resources.3/

I'm personally thinking about combining chloroquine with N.
 
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Apr 18, 2018
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El Topo said:
Soul80, do you have a job? If so, you will be able to eventually save up money again for N, a gun, whatever method you choose.

If you really want to end things soon and don't want to wait for more N, a cheaper, more accessible option is chloroquine, a common medicine. If you take with a large amount of sleeping pills (preferably benzos), it is a peaceful death.

Read the chapters on chloroquine in Guide to a Humane Self-Chosen Death and Dignified Dying:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/list-of-resources.3/

I'm personally thinking about combining chloroquine with N.
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what does combining those things do? i thought N was good enough
 
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Apr 6, 2018
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Lion said:
what does combining those things do? i thought N was good enough
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It is but some people like to mix it with benzos or other CNS depressants just to be sure i guess. I'm drinking mines straight without anything else but the antiemetics to prevent vommitting.
 
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Lion said:
what does combining those things do? i thought N was good enough
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N is certainly effective on its own, and most people die within a few hours. But I want to be 100% sure, plus I take benzos, which means I have a slight tolerance to barbiturates, which is why I'm thinking about combining N with something else. Either chloroquine or a large dose of opiates.
 
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