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it feels like I last posted yesterday but its been 8 days, I'm losing track of time so badly. I cant remember the past week and I'm nervous. what do I do??
 
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Lost in a Dream

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Feb 22, 2020
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Only thing I can suggest is call your doctor if you have one and tell them you've been having severe memory issues. Do you have head injuries from the past that could be causing this? If not, I would still get it checked out if you can, just because it could be something very serious and if you at least know the cause, it can help you figure out how to deal with it.
 
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Jun 26, 2020
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I 100% agree with @Lost in a Dream, as far as call a doctor and get checked out ASAP.

I have had issues and I always go. Like in 2014, co-workers told me I just had ulcers, as my middle ached really bad. NOPE!!! It was gall bladder cancer and if I would not have gone and had it checked out, I would have checked out from the damn disease.

For those who think that it would have been a blessing to die from cancer, believe me at 70, I have seen too many folks in hospice on every pain drug imaginable and still suffering like heavens waiting for that last breath. I would NEVER EVER want to ctb from cancer, NEVER EVER!

Book an appointment right away on Monday morning and go in, as you are too valuable of a family member here and I want the very best for you always, go please.

Walter
 
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bluupup

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Jun 7, 2026
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Only thing I can suggest is call your doctor if you have one and tell them you've been having severe memory issues. Do you have head injuries from the past that could be causing this? If not, I would still get it checked out if you can, just because it could be something very serious and if you at least know the cause, it can help you figure out how to deal with it.
no recent head injuries, most recent is probably when I bumped myself on a car door but that was the top side of my head. I don't have a car so I'd need my mom to take me, but shes a nurse and if she doesn't find anything visibly wrong then she'd be skeptical.
I 100% agree with @Lost in a Dream, as far as call a doctor and get checked out ASAP.

I have had issues and I always go. Like in 2014, co-workers told me I just had ulcers, as my middle ached really bad. NOPE!!! It was gall bladder cancer and if I would not have gone and had it checked out, I would have checked out from the damn disease.

For those who think that it would have been a blessing to die from cancer, believe me at 70, I have seen too many folks in hospice on every pain drug imaginable and still suffering like heavens waiting for that last breath. I would NEVER EVER want to ctb from cancer, NEVER EVER!

Book an appointment right away on Monday morning and go in, as you are too valuable of a family member here and I want the very best for you always, go please.

Walter
I'm happy to hear that you caught the cancer quickly. I have a lot of random phases where my memory just disappears like this and then it ends after about a month. I'm 19 so I don't think I have any serious mental deterioration disabilities.
 
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Kokonoe

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Apr 20, 2023
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it feels like I last posted yesterday but its been 8 days, I'm losing track of time so badly. I cant remember the past week and I'm nervous. what do I do??
do you have a dissociative disorder or anything similar? this happens to us bc of our DID, time is very hard to tell and our perception of time is really bad, and days can pass with absolutely zero memory of what happened.
 
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Jun 7, 2026
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do you have a dissociative disorder or anything similar? this happens to us bc of our DID, time is very hard to tell and our perception of time is really bad, and days can pass with absolutely zero memory of what happened.
I don't have DID. I have BPD traits but that's it. I'll act differently depending on where I am or the day, but i don't have a dissociative disorder. i have PTSD and that could be it.
 
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