gonegirl1
Student
- Oct 12, 2023
- 101
I just feel like I'm in an endless infinite loop of emptiness. I feel like I've done it all before, all the sadness and emptiness im going through is just repeating itself over and over over the years till I reached a point of no return.
I don't even remember what it was like when I felt ok, like being able to face everyday life, talking to my friends, loving people. I just feel so disconnected and isolated and i dont think there's turning back. I look at my old work and creations and wonder who I even was at that time or why that meant so much to me. Will never feel the pleasure of doing those things again. It's just sad
I don't even remember what it was like when I felt ok, like being able to face everyday life, talking to my friends, loving people. I just feel so disconnected and isolated and i dont think there's turning back. I look at my old work and creations and wonder who I even was at that time or why that meant so much to me. Will never feel the pleasure of doing those things again. It's just sad
