Venting Losing queues

[TeflonMummy]

I used to be able to have long term relationships, now they all burn out in months. I used to be able to hold interest in passions; I guess I've dropped those too. I just got a new job, and I already fucking despise it. Feels to me as if I'm being pushed into CTBing just because there really isn't anything for me here anymore. I kept thinking my lack of options was from a lack of exploring. I'm seeing it catch up to me in the mirror and I'm pretty much just going to cash my first/next paycheck in on making a decent N2 set up. Don't know why I had to waste another two months to come to these conclusions. I'm sick of meaning. Good luck out there everyone.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of everything, I could personally never wish to endure existence, I just see existing as being so incredibly futile and dreadful. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans.