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How many mg Lorazepam do you think are enough to CTB? I also have a lot of trazodone and circa 1mg phenobarbital
I collected a lot of Lorazepam the last years. How many mg Lorazepam do you think are enough to CTB? I also have a lot of trazodone and circa 1mg phenobarbital
and i know 1mg is not buch but maybe it works in combination with other sedatives?
 
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these chems will be prescribed because you can't kill yourself with them. Please read the "non methods" thread.
mostly benzos aren't enough to kill yourself and SSRI SNRI have things in them, which make you vomit.

if anything, than you need to combine it with alcohol and a loooooot of time. we speak about days. you need to also take a lot of pills for it and have a strong will so you don't call anyone. Someone explained me, that she was taking a lot of pills and survive it. three days and she was found.
 
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these chems will be prescribed because you can't kill yourself with them. Please read the "non methods" thread.
mostly benzos aren't enough to kill yourself and SSRI SNRI have things in them, which make you vomit.

if anything, than you need to combine it with alcohol and a loooooot of time. we speak about days. you need to also take a lot of pills for it and have a strong will so you don't call anyone. Someone explained me, that she was taking a lot of pills and survive it. three days and she was found.
I know but I nearly died with it... that's the reason why I would try it again and I didn't have phenobarbital that time and if I combine it with alcohol, maybe it could work. Last time the doctors said, that if they wouldn't have found me that early, I would be dead... i know it is very controversial but I don't have the courage to hang myself or to jump off a clip or mountain..taking meds would be a easy method without suffering... And I know, that I won't call anyone in that moment..next time I will look for a peacefull space, where knowone finds me and just leave a message a few days after, that they find me then
 
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Despite what people say about overdosing being a non-method, I dare to say that it's actually a very viable method if you have the right drugs. The audience gasps!

Lorazepam is not an over-the-counter drug, because it does have potential to actually be dangerous. Just take many more times the heavy dose and you're good to go on that front (remember to account for bioavailability-- only about 85-90% of what you ingest actually makes it into your body), as long as you don't have any tolerance, which I assume you actually do, so you'd need to do some trials on your own. On its own, it won't kill you, it'll just make you pass out at worst... It can be lethal if you overdose with other high-grade benzos and drink alcohol alongside it, but you should only drink as much alcohol as you can handle before becoming nauseous. You want to avoid nausea, or else you'll vomit. If you don't know what your alcohol tolerance threshold is, test it.

The phenobarbital is pretty much useless for you here. You need much, much more than that for it to be threatening to you. It won't matter, not even in combination. Disregard it.
Trazodone is also a weak benzodiazepine; even a dose as large as 400mg is relatively safe.

Please keep in mind that it is very possible to survive using this method, and you should not attempt it if you want a guaranteed success rate. These benzos are extremely useful in combination with other methods, though, since they'll knock you out and keep you unconscious while your killer substance works its magic. Simply take them one or two hours or so before the lethal substance (this could be a sufficiently pure opiate, SN, barbiturates, etc.), and then continue once you start to feel the drowsiness properly setting in.
 
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mixing them with other central nervous system depressants may be a better option. I'm trying to figure this out right now.
 
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Despite what people say about overdosing being a non-method, I dare to say that it's actually a very viable method if you have the right drugs. The audience gasps!

Lorazepam is not an over-the-counter drug, because it does have potential to actually be dangerous. Just take many more times the heavy dose and you're good to go on that front (remember to account for bioavailability-- only about 85-90% of what you ingest actually makes it into your body), as long as you don't have any tolerance, which I assume you actually do, so you'd need to do some trials on your own. On its own, it won't kill you, it'll just make you pass out at worst... It can be lethal if you overdose with other high-grade benzos and drink alcohol alongside it, but you should only drink as much alcohol as you can handle before becoming nauseous. You want to avoid nausea, or else you'll vomit. If you don't know what your alcohol tolerance threshold is, test it.

The phenobarbital is pretty much useless for you here. You need much, much more than that for it to be threatening to you. It won't matter, not even in combination. Disregard it.
Trazodone is also a weak benzodiazepine; even a dose as large as 400mg is relatively safe.

Please keep in mind that it is very possible to survive using this method, and you should not attempt it if you want a guaranteed success rate. These benzos are extremely useful in combination with other methods, though, since they'll knock you out and keep you unconscious while your killer substance works its magic. Simply take them one or two hours or so before the lethal substance (this could be a sufficiently pure opiate, SN, barbiturates, etc.), and then continue once you start to feel the drowsiness properly setting ithank you for y


Despite what people say about overdosing being a non-method, I dare to say that it's actually a very viable method if you have the right drugs. The audience gasps!

Lorazepam is not an over-the-counter drug, because it does have potential to actually be dangerous. Just take many more times the heavy dose and you're good to go on that front (remember to account for bioavailability-- only about 85-90% of what you ingest actually makes it into your body), as long as you don't have any tolerance, which I assume you actually do, so you'd need to do some trials on your own. On its own, it won't kill you, it'll just make you pass out at worst... It can be lethal if you overdose with other high-grade benzos and drink alcohol alongside it, but you should only drink as much alcohol as you can handle before becoming nauseous. You want to avoid nausea, or else you'll vomit. If you don't know what your alcohol tolerance threshold is, test it.

The phenobarbital is pretty much useless for you here. You need much, much more than that for it to be threatening to you. It won't matter, not even in combination. Disregard it.
Trazodone is also a weak benzodiazepine; even a dose as large as 400mg is relatively safe.

Please keep in mind that it is very possible to survive using this method, and you should not attempt it if you want a guaranteed success rate. These benzos are extremely useful in combination with other methods, though, since they'll knock you out and keep you unconscious while your killer substance works its magic. Simply take them one or two hours or so before the lethal substance (this could be a sufficiently pure opiate, SN, barbiturates, etc.), and then continue once you start to feel the drowsiness properly setting in.
Thank you! Trazodone is no benzodiazepin. It is an antidepressant (SARI). Sadly I dont have access to SN or other drugs. I don't want to risk to get in trouble with the law. Thats why I can't use something else. I am collecting more phenobarbital right now but it will take time.
A dose of 400mg trazodone is very little, I use 150mg at night for sleeping. Phenobarbital is the only barbiturat I have access...
mixing them with other central nervous system depressants may be a better option. I'm trying to figure this out right now.
Did you find out which antidepressants it would be?
 
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benzos on their own are useless apart from making you pass out and 1mg of phenobarbital isn't going to cut it as the lethal dose is given at a gram scale
 
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The OP can't possibly have 1mg of pheno as the smallest pill available, as far as i know, is 30mg; most often, they come as 60 or 100mg tablets. So i think the OP meant they have 1g of pheno which is still not enough.
 
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Despite what people say about overdosing being a non-method, I dare to say that it's actually a very viable method if you have the right drugs. The audience gasps!

Lorazepam is not an over-the-counter drug, because it does have potential to actually be dangerous. Just take many more times the heavy dose and you're good to go on that front (remember to account for bioavailability-- only about 85-90% of what you ingest actually makes it into your body), as long as you don't have any tolerance, which I assume you actually do, so you'd need to do some trials on your own. On its own, it won't kill you, it'll just make you pass out at worst... It can be lethal if you overdose with other high-grade benzos and drink alcohol alongside it, but you should only drink as much alcohol as you can handle before becoming nauseous. You want to avoid nausea, or else you'll vomit. If you don't know what your alcohol tolerance threshold is, test it.

The phenobarbital is pretty much useless for you here. You need much, much more than that for it to be threatening to you. It won't matter, not even in combination. Disregard it.
Trazodone is also a weak benzodiazepine; even a dose as large as 400mg is relatively safe.

Please keep in mind that it is very possible to survive using this method, and you should not attempt it if you want a guaranteed success rate. These benzos are extremely useful in combination with other methods, though, since they'll knock you out and keep you unconscious while your killer substance works its magic. Simply take them one or two hours or so before the lethal substance (this could be a sufficiently pure opiate, SN, barbiturates, etc.), and then continue once you start to feel the drowsiness properly setting in.
Sorry I was wrong. I have a little bit more then 1mg of the phenobarbital. I hope I can collect more. Normally they use benotbarbital in switzerland, Is that true? Do you think it makes a difference if its phenobarbital? Because vets use it to euthanize cats and dogs and other animals.
benzos on their own are useless apart from making you pass out and 1mg of phenobarbital isn't going to cut it as the lethal dose is given at a gram scale
Yes sorry I wrote wrong. I ment 1g of it. Its still not enough but hopefully it will someday. Is it then also inmportant to drink alchol woth it or is it letal by it own?
 
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