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AlouA

looking for CTB partner in SEA
Sep 19, 2023
121
Hi, just as the title says.. I wanna make friends with people who are suicidal just like me, especially those that suffer sever social phobia and anxiety... Who knows we might even be from the same country! . (I'm from Philippines btw)
 
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corpsenotfound

corpsenotfound

2unstable4u
Sep 11, 2023
12
hey!^^ pretty ironic i was feeling extremely lonely and depressed the last week and also decided to look around for some friends, and came across your post.
i've been depressed for about 10 years now, been self harming since 6 years and failed multiple attempts sadly. I also have a social phobia and im diagnosed with BPD and ADHD.
have a pretty introverted isolated lifestyle im trying to change but its hard without any motivation you know, and some other reason i wont get into here.
but yea im open to being friends if you want, im 21M from Germany
 
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PandaBe

PandaBe

Member
Sep 25, 2023
29
Hi, just as the title says.. I wanna make friends with people who are suicidal just like me, especially those that suffer sever social phobia and anxiety... Who knows we might even be from the same country! . (I'm from Philippines
hey
Im from the US but I have severe social and generalized anxiety and I'm suicidal and I'd love to be you're friend if u want
 
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HD72

HD72

Humpty Dumpty had a great fall
Sep 10, 2023
410
I'm in the US @PandeBe also and suffer terrible panic. Would love a friend.
 
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Kempel556

Kempel556

Luce sicut stellae
Sep 26, 2023
128
Hello Im from Portugal I have severe anxiety and adhd would love to have a friend to talk to :)
 
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Baron

Baron

Is there a meaning to anything?
Jun 29, 2023
115
Greetings from Germany. I have no clue how to make friends and I'm extremely awkward and self conscious about anything.
 
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Foreverix

Foreverix

Aeternum Vale
Sep 18, 2023
204
Friend!

One Of Us GIF by Abitan
 
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Maeve

Maeve

The screaming never stops
Jul 17, 2023
124
Pm chat got nuked:(
 
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_apathetic

Not my mother tongue, sorry.
Oct 1, 2023
31
Woah, we're both in southeast Asia!
 
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tired0zymandias

tired0zymandias

Live Fast, Die Young
Sep 25, 2023
48
Woah, we're both in southeast Asia!
Lol I live in southeast asia too! lets meet up! actually i wanna go to vietnam before doing ctb
 
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unlukki777

unlukki777

New Member
Sep 25, 2023
1
Yay friends
 
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Maeve

Maeve

The screaming never stops
Jul 17, 2023
124
Many fren
 
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mothercoin

Member
Aug 9, 2023
64
I'm from US and have BPD and really bad social anxiety. would love to be friends
 
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corpsenotfound

corpsenotfound

2unstable4u
Sep 11, 2023
12
hey same here, yeah living with bpd sucks and kinda takes a hold on you at times:(
sorry bout the slow responses, im still active and try go on as much as i can, but mostly sleeping and struggling with brain fog but yea.
will try be more active on the site but yea im mostly on discord cause its constantly running on my pc in the background while studying or playing games cause i do most things from home now
 
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Wyldfyre4948

Wyldfyre4948

Waiting for my bus
Jul 12, 2023
378
I'd love to have suicidal friends near me, but I'm basically a shut in at this point. Only going outside for work and to pick up my grocery delivery.
 
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paintedbutterfly676

Member
Oct 1, 2023
56
Hi! I am very suicidal and definitely fit the bill with social anxiety. I am in the US though
 
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Maeve

Maeve

The screaming never stops
Jul 17, 2023
124
Is there like a discord to chill in?
 
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corpsenotfound

corpsenotfound

2unstable4u
Sep 11, 2023
12
Is there like a discord to chill in?
hey^^ just searched for discord in the suicide discussion search and found forums talking about discord servers, from what I've read you can get a invite by being active in the general chat on this site or by asking a mod. Another issue though is that the servers might get deleted by discord regularly so it's understandable why there may not be a server that "publicly" open
thought of posting by discord username in here not cant recall if it was against the rules or not and rather wouldn't risk it but if u want you can dm me im fairly active on discord. though im from germany/south africa so finding a friend irl might be tough:(
 
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girlwithflaxenhair0

girlwithflaxenhair0

seeking friends, or partner to ctb w in SoCal pm m
Sep 20, 2023
56
hiii i'm from the us and have severe social anxiety, and i rly want friends too. you can pm me if you want:)
 
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pointblank

pointblank

digicore glitz° • ✧
Dec 12, 2024
202
Hi, just as the title says.. I wanna make friends with people who are suicidal just like me, especially those that suffer sever social phobia and anxiety... Who knows we might even be from the same country! . (I'm from Philippines btw)
Are you still down? I'm from the PH as well:)
 
thatonedeadgirl

thatonedeadgirl

Member
Feb 23, 2025
20
I also want suicidal friends. 30F from Germany
 
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Skylar6

Member
Feb 11, 2025
33
Hi, just as the title says.. I wanna make friends with people who are suicidal just like me, especially those that suffer sever social phobia and anxiety... Who knows we might even be from the same country! . (I'm from Philippines btw)
Hope you are not looking for a lasting friendship. Happy to make friends but the irony is non of us will be around for long.
 
The Mute Viking

The Mute Viking

α †⊕r†⊕urεd p⊕ε†
Oct 10, 2018
206
What a cute wholesome thread.
 
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offbalance

All I want is peace
Dec 16, 2021
330
Suicidal here from the US, also have anxiety and I have BPD
 
Azertous

Azertous

Member
Aug 9, 2025
9
Hi i'm from France i'm suicidal too if someone feel the same mp me
 

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