looking for someone to discuss suicide with, no chickening, age 18-24, M/F

[bishopxowiki]

It sounds bizarre but interesting

if by someone else you mean a DID alter - absolutely. if you mean someone else as in the person who is inflicting the bruises onto the body, i haven't a clue, maybe?

 

[iDesireDeath]

 

[bishopxowiki]

Do you have a supportive family? Friends? @waistcoat

 

[waistcoat]

Do you have a supportive family? Friends?

heh, i wouldn't be here if i did

 

[bishopxowiki]

heh, i wouldn't be here if i did

I wish you success in whatever you decide to do, either living or ctb :)

 

[waistcoat]

I wish you success in whatever you decide to do, either living or ctb :)

thank you :)

 

[iDesireDeath]

thank you :)

whatever you do, don't end up like me. if you live, live a great life, if you CTB, do it with no fear.

 

[waistcoat]

whatever you do, don't end up like me. if you live, live a great life, if you CTB, do it with no fear.

in an attempt to not come across as 'edgy', i haven't felt a fear of death, ever.
i was raised with the idea of surgery being a regular event, each surgery potentially being my last day alive, and have been made well aware that my life expectancy is under half that of my peers, and that the last decade of my life will be suffering regardless of socioeconomic status due to my health conditions.

the only thing i 'fear' is that people will think i'm weak for choosing the 'easy' way out - though if i'm being honest i doubt anyone will think that given everything.

 

[iDesireDeath]

I'm 24 M, live in Ireland currently. I've been out of this site for a while to try and work on my life, but it doesn't seem I have a lot of options.


To summarize, I'm down to discuss.

how you doin' bro?

 

[mrpeter]

I would like to talk if i didn't suck at communication

 

[iDesireDeath]

I would like to talk if i didn't suck at communication

Morning, mate