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Fishyfloon

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The method I originally wanted to use was the night night's method, but I came down to realize that I don't have the proper materials to achieve it, so I decided to use shallow water blackout instead. Except I don't have a bathtub in my house (i live in a developing country so bathtub isn't common) but I do have a big bucket that I can dip my head in if I somehow am in the right position. I didn't try it though, is that possible? Ive got only one chance to try it out and it's going to be the last, what position works so that I can actually drown while passing out? Sorry if this is hard to read, eng isn't my first language
 
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CrawlingInMySkin

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No problem mate, not hard to read. And a bucket would absolutely work... I'd practice first though. You could practice the actual blackout part on the ground so you're not hurting yourself when you black out, and then position yourself above the bucket right when you're ready. Hope this helps, love and peace mate:heart:
 
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The method I originally wanted to use was the night night's method, but I came down to realize that I don't have the proper materials to achieve it, so I decided to use shallow water blackout instead. Except I don't have a bathtub in my house (i live in a developing country so bathtub isn't common) but I do have a big bucket that I can dip my head in if I somehow am in the right position. I didn't try it though, is that possible? Ive got only one chance to try it out and it's going to be the last, what position works so that I can actually drown while passing out? Sorry if this is hard to read, eng isn't my first language
@CrawlingInMySkin 's post is very insightful. Follow his instruction and you should be fine. Your post is easy to read and understand btw
No problem mate, not hard to read. And a bucket would absolutely work... I'd practice first though. You could practice the actual blackout part on the ground so you're not hurting yourself when you black out, and then position yourself above the bucket right when you're ready. Hope this helps, love and peace mate:heart:
I have only one doubt, if the bucket falls due to the weight after losing consciousness. Is there a way to prevent that
 
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@CrawlingInMySkin 's post is very insightful. Follow his instruction and you should be fine. Your post is easy to read and understand btw

I have only one doubt, if the bucket falls due to the weight after losing consciousness. Is there a way to prevent that
I mean, you could always secure it to something or use something like a sink, but also, as long as your head is in the bucket for a good second or two, that's all you need. once there's water in your lungs it's damn hard to get out. You can drown in less than a cm of water. theoretically, even if the bucket falls over, as long as you breathe some in odds are your attempt will end up fine. Hope this helps, love and peace:heart:
 
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I mean, you could always secure it to something or use something like a sink, but also, as long as your head is in the bucket for a good second or two, that's all you need. once there's water in your lungs it's damn hard to get out. You can drown in less than a cm of water. theoretically, even if the bucket falls over, as long as you breathe some in odds are your attempt will end up fine. Hope this helps, love and peace:heart:
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