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scofield

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Apr 20, 2023
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I am 23M and live in Mumbai, India have been fighting this battle for 8 years now and now im planning to hang up my boots.
I don't have a date in mind but it would be after 10-12 months as i need to get some things in order for my family.
Doing this alone seems so frightening but it needs to be done the method I haven't decided how yet but it would mostly be with propofol( I am a first year anaesthesiology resident)as it seems to be the best way.
Someone on the same boat let me know we could plan and execute it when the right time comes.
 
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MiaBhai

MiaBhai

Love.
Jun 30, 2024
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I can partner and can travel within India but can't wait for the duration you have described. Hope you get a perfect partner and can you tell me more about this propofol thing? How is it helpful in ctbing? Never heard about it.
 
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exudosid

death by a thousand cuts
Sep 18, 2024
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I am 23M and live in Mumbai, India have been fighting this battle for 8 years now and now im planning to hang up my boots.
I don't have a date in mind but it would be after 10-12 months as i need to get some things in order for my family.
Doing this alone seems so frightening but it needs to be done the method I haven't decided how yet but it would mostly be with propofol( I am a first year anaesthesiology resident)as it seems to be the best way.
Someone on the same boat let me know we could plan and execute it when the right time comes.
Hey. 21M here, I can travel to Mumbai in the near future if we can pull this off in an assured way. Could you talk more about your plan?
I can partner and can travel within India but can't wait for the duration you have described. Hope you get a perfect partner and can you tell me more about this propofol thing? How is it helpful in ctbing? Never heard about it.
Hi. I'm currently exploring all the options around me as I'm quite new here. If you don't mind, what are your current plans?
 
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MiaBhai

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Jun 30, 2024
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Hey. 21M here, I can travel to Mumbai in the near future if we can pull this off in an assured way. Could you talk more about your plan?

Hi. I'm currently exploring all the options around me as I'm quite new here. If you don't mind, what are your current plans?
I have messaged you.
 
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Ezpz0109

why me
Jan 17, 2025
28
Hi, any of you still around?
 
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unique_user

Member
Jan 9, 2025
29
im from pune and trying the nitrogen method and yet to buy the cylinder. looking for more info. im sorry i am only comfortable doing it alone. i would like to hear about ur experiences
 
Lapdog6795

Lapdog6795

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Mar 24, 2025
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29M from India. Like you I also don't have a CTB date in mind. Planning to source some SN soon.
 
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ZeroKelvin

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Mar 26, 2025
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I just ordered some SN online... hopefully i get it without any issue. Trying to source oxazepam... other medications are easily available. Dont have a CTB, but leaning before May. My baby nephew will come during that time. So i dont want to cause distress when he is here :)
29M from India. Like you I also don't have a CTB date in mind. Planning to source some SN soon.
 
Lapdog6795

Lapdog6795

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Mar 24, 2025
45
I just ordered some SN online... hopefully i get it without any issue. Trying to source oxazepam... other medications are easily available. Dont have a CTB, but leaning before May. My baby nephew will come during that time. So i dont want to cause distress when he is here :)
Where did you order from?
 
Lapdog6795

Lapdog6795

Member
Mar 24, 2025
45
an indian Chemal website... Not sure they are delivering though...they asked for kyc and the order is still in process... will update if i get it
abbreviation of that site is IBK?
Because I've also tried there. They asked for KYC and the order is stuck for days.
 
Lapdog6795

Lapdog6795

Member
Mar 24, 2025
45
I tried few other sites.. Let's see if it works out
I decided to go with a local chemical supplier. I wanted a specific brand and purity. I'll get it within 10-12 days.
 
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ZeroKelvin

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Mar 26, 2025
8
I decided to go with a local chemical supplier. I wanted a specific brand and purity. I'll get it within 10-12 days.
I managed to get SN from Snapdeal! now to actually decide if i want to go through with it...
 
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Lapdog6795

Member
Mar 24, 2025
45
I managed to get SN from Snapdeal! now to actually decide if i want to go through with it...
Please don't mention the source directly like this.
This might hinder other peoples' chance of getting it who want to go with this method.
 
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aditya_garg

Member
Sep 26, 2024
10
Hello I'm from Delhi, I can accompany u if u can come to delhi or give me train ticket price to Mumbai. I know an SN source, benzos source
 

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