Lonliness is the worst thing ever

[TheSadStranger]

I can somewhat blame the rapid advance of my condition to loneliness. After I lost who I cared about. I gave up and that was reflected in my body because I got exponentialy worse and still am getting worse. Studies show that once you give up mentally your body start to die. Rats that were once rescued from drowning lasted longer than rats that hadn't. Hope is a powerful thing.

I don't really have any advice because my situation is a special case, but I hope you can find someone that will make you happy or make waking up in the morning worth it. I wish you the best and I hope your life gets better. Not everyone gets a happy ending. Not everyone gets to ride off into the sunset. That being said you'll never know unless you never try to find out (This is the rule not the exception. Some situations don't give you a choice). If you do are blessed with a choice I implore you to consider giving it some time and explore a bit more.

 

[Tartuffe]

I can somewhat blame the rapid advance of my condition to loneliness. After I lost who I cared about. I gave up and that was reflected in my body because I got exponentialy worse and still am getting worse. Studies show that once you give up mentally your body start to die. Rats that were once rescued from drowning lasted longer than rats that hadn't. Hope is a powerful thing.

I don't really have any advice because my situation is a special case, but I hope you can find someone that will make you happy or make waking up in the morning worth it. I wish you the best and I hope your life gets better. Not everyone gets a happy ending. Not everyone gets to ride off into the sunset. That being said you'll never know unless you never try to find out (This is the rule not the exception. Some situations don't give you a choice). If you do are blessed with a choice I implore you to consider giving it some time and explore a bit more.

I'm planning to go within the next two weeks. I'm done caring for what I once had. That's the deep hole I'm sat in. Just biding my time before booking a hotel room.

 

[TheSadStranger]

I'm planning to go within the next two weeks. I'm done caring for what I once had. That's the deep hole I'm sat in. Just biding my time before booking a hotel room.

It's your choice. I'm just saying that you should make sure it's the choice you really want. I'm saying this because I didn't get a choice, and I don't have my whole life ahead of me. Life is a gift regardless of what you experience in it. I've had a really shitty life and now it's coming to and end. Life has highs and lows and most of the time life blows, but all I'm trying to say is if you are blessed with a choice of wether to continue it or not I would at least consider your options.

Again I don't know your situation, but unless you are in my shoes chances are things can get better.

Edit: I really hope you get the chance to read this before you make your choice.

 

[dumbbitch42069]

oh bro i'm living alone rn and it's been disastrous for my mental health. i've even communicated this to ppl including my SI and still nobody cares. if i did it no one would find my body for several days until i was a no show at work. it's awful

 

[CellarBoy]

I hate it, my plan was for tomorrow.but I'll probably delay for a week or two. I just live in my own bubble. I may go tomorrow still

I completely agree, loneliness is on of, if not the worst thing ever. I hate it, as I imagine you do too.

 

[onleana]

loneliness kills me

 

[enough of this]

Loneliness IS the worst thing, ever. I've had enough of it.

 

[BlackNails]

Im slowly pushing people in my life away so that it hurts them less. Strange thing is the loneliness hurts, but the lonelier I become, the more lonely I want to be

 

[blue_muse]

I prefer being alone nowadays. Being sociable has its setbacks.