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reigehlol

New Member
Feb 4, 2026
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For 3 years I've been living with my boyfriend and he's been abusive and I have to live with it, I'm an orphan and my brother killed himself and his last words were probably here since I found out he was so active. I know I will definitely end things on my own terms rather than dying from the abuse. I have no where else to go besides living with my boyfriend and I have been dependent on him which was a huge mistake. I shouldn't have. He cheated on me the same week my brother killed himself and I haven't been happy for awhile now. Today he broke things and said horrible stuff but most important how he hated that I react so badly to his abuse. I know I can't say anything even to defend myself because I know he might kill me first. I hate my own life.
 
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DeathWish3301

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May 15, 2024
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I'm sorry to hear about your situation.

Do you mind sharing where your from?
 

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