Captive_Mind515
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- Jul 18, 2023
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Does anyone else find themselves always seeking out solitude, to the point that you're searching for the loneliest places you can find?
This is literally all I seem to do now. I even feel a bit bad for my dog, because I'm dragging him to some strange desolate places just to go for his walks. Although, I think he pretty much just enjoys being with me outdoors…
It's strange… I deliberately seek these places out (and even research places of interest on google maps)… but then I keep thinking about what a weird anti-social person I am and how I must be some alien type of character. I keep telling myself I should behave more like a "normal" person… but I can't…
For example: I recently camped out in some strange basement/cellar of a ruined house that's buried deep in a forest. The creepier something is, the more I'm drawn to it. If something is forgotten or abandoned or nobody goes there, I somehow end up in that place. Like there's a magnet drawing me in or something.
I'm not surprised I have no friends… even I wouldn't befriend me…
This is literally all I seem to do now. I even feel a bit bad for my dog, because I'm dragging him to some strange desolate places just to go for his walks. Although, I think he pretty much just enjoys being with me outdoors…
It's strange… I deliberately seek these places out (and even research places of interest on google maps)… but then I keep thinking about what a weird anti-social person I am and how I must be some alien type of character. I keep telling myself I should behave more like a "normal" person… but I can't…
For example: I recently camped out in some strange basement/cellar of a ruined house that's buried deep in a forest. The creepier something is, the more I'm drawn to it. If something is forgotten or abandoned or nobody goes there, I somehow end up in that place. Like there's a magnet drawing me in or something.
I'm not surprised I have no friends… even I wouldn't befriend me…