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thedevilwithin

thedevilwithin

anima vestra
Oct 4, 2023
172
being alone is so painful but it's my only option. it's my peace and my madness. i feel complete emptiness every waking moment. no friends, no partner. i'm not built for life and realizing that has destroyed me.
 
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ropearoundatree

Experienced
Nov 9, 2023
212
I agree, and am in complete agreement with you. I'm sorry you're feeling this way too. And just simply don't see any other way. It's infuriating--to say the least!
 
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Bobby Fisher

Bobby Fisher

Kfc guy
Sep 13, 2023
3
I feel alone as well but have everything (girlfriend, friend) yet can't help but feel like it's all fabricated and that I'll end up losing everyone close to me
 
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Imprisoned

Oblivion
Jan 10, 2024
99
Same. It's one of many reasons why I want to ctb. Not that ceasing to be alone would fix me at this point. If anything, I'd rather be alone now because I don't want to drag anyone else in this mess of killing myself.
 
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