Loneliness, restlessness & needing satisfaction

[lonergirl_26]

I'm lonely
I'm so lonely
I'm losing my mind I think
I can't think the same thing for long
I keep seeing my death in my mum over and over
I'm so lonely I need an irl friend
I need someone who's going through the same as me
Wants to fuck up like me
I feel like running away and just living for a while before I do it
I want someone who's either lost their life to mental illness
Or who has fucked ho life because if their mental issues
I want to drink, party, do drugs have sex.
I want to fuck myself up whilst having these experiences
All while having a new friend with em who just understands
I've always night about running away, having fun and then doing it but never thought I could do those things but I'm craving it
Anyways in short
I'm lonely
I want to fuck myself up

 

[kunikuzushi]

Me too

 

[BeyondSurvival]

These are my thoughts and feelings, just expressed by someone else. I'm honestly surprised by how many people here I can relate to, since I've barely met anyone like that in real life. I'm sorry that you feel this way too, but that made me feel a little less lonely.