Venting Loneliness is breaking me

[Forg]

I have never had a friend (not even online) in my entire life. It seems I have a gift for boring any living being.

I have never had a girlfriend because I'm in a very low league, and I'm the only one there.

I have never been liked by a stranger in a trivial conversation because my appearance is embarrassing and my personality is boring.

Is life really worth living when it turns its back on some and extends a hand to others?

This is just a stupid vent from an autistic men.

 

[Terrible_Life]

I am so sorry:(
Some have it better some have it worse….that is our world unfortunately.
I could write about all the same advices you probably heard a million times stuff like oh go to the gym, oh go get self secure and try this and that and see maybe you find a partne/friends ….. but I know that this won't help you. You are sad and I fully understand it.
I understand your feeling of being disconnected.

 

[kufajoy]

I can feel you. Ik the feeling of ignoring by the world ;)
But I still can't answer your question. Hope you feel better and find something as anchor.

 

[Forg]

I am so sorry:(
Some have it better some have it worse….that is our world unfortunately.
I could write about all the same advices you probably heard a million times stuff like oh go to the gym, oh go get self secure and try this and that and see maybe you find a partne/friends ….. but I know that this won't help you. You are sad and I fully understand it.
I understand your feeling of being disconnected.

I have no motivation to keep going if there's no one to give it to me.

Edit: Sorry for my apathetic words, I truly don't know what to say to kind people.

I can feel you. Ik the feeling of ignoring by the world ;)
But I still can't answer your question. Hope you feel better and find something as anchor.

If life is already difficult for normal people, I don't even want to imagine what the future has in store for me.