Well, I do not know you but good for you. If this works for you and improves your life at least a little bit then I am glad for you.
For a straight guy like me what I can say is that we need women in our lives in order to bring us some balance. To bring support emotionally, to give sex, and make us feel like we are worth something as men. To live only for this is lame, but we need this as men in order to have a basic need fulfilled, then we can do other stuff like build businesses, projects, research, have hobbies, travel. I did not made us like this, this is how we are born. I wish it wasnt like this but it is. And like in any other thing, we do get bored of people, but in order to be bored first you must have that need meet. It's like a prize. The thrill is in the "hunt". Date, charm, have sex, spend time together, get bored, move to the next target. Is good if you can find somebody whom you like and you get to have advantage in the relationship. Like you to be the better one, more valuable. Especially as a man. Otherwise there will be fights for small things and stuff like that, it will happen eventually, it always does. About that one, it drives me insane that I didn't had that one wich I falled in love with. And I personally, would trade everything to get what I want. I learned this on the hard way my friend. To be a man means to get what you want, to win, to have your way at any cost. That's why I was talking about those big fuking guys, life is easier for them. They get to be feared or respected by other man easier, women bend over for them easier. And you do not need to have some special character, some basic decency is enough. Everything is enhanced by looks. I did not made the rules, this is how things work.
