I've always been a lone soul, I don't relate to the ordinary, and to accept who I am isn't easy, I can't stand being alone but came to hate people, especially myself. I never learnt how to make a human connection, it just happened and dissolved with time. Everyone hates me and I can't but share that feeling back. Even god hates me. Why would I exist if he didn't hate me. Just born to suffer for the next man's entertainment. Without music I'd be dead already, I can't afford drugs so music is my answer. I wonder for how much that drug will work for though.
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