Venting Living to Die

[MeSauce]

Bought my Shotgun yesterday, but I still need to go pick it up in 9 days. It still doesn't feel real. I just think to myself, "damn, I could really just be dead in 2 weeks." My thoughts on what happens after we die? I think everything just ends. It will be like before I was born, nothingness. I gotta research where I want to die, practice my shooting skills, and write "the note". I'm doing an intraoral shot to the head with a hollow point slug, aimed slightly up, like the people here reccomend. Dude, it just doesn't feel real. This could be it. I might not be alive in 2 weeks. This might be the end for me.

 

[eternalpace]

I'l also ordered a gun, and I'm waiting for delivery to the store from the warehouse. In order to guarantee that nobody else gets hurt, I'm going to drive up the highway and exit in a rural community... pull the trigger where nobody is around, and that will be it. I had thought about doing things in a hotel room but I have no interest in sending a bullet through a wall.

 

[Macedonian1987]

Bought my Shotgun yesterday, but I still need to go pick it up in 9 days. It still doesn't feel real. I just think to myself, "damn, I could really just be dead in 2 weeks." My thoughts on what happens after we die? I think everything just ends. It will be like before I was born, nothingness. I gotta research where I want to die, practice my shooting skills, and write "the note". I'm doing an intraoral shot to the head with a hollow point slug, aimed slightly up, like the people here reccomend. Dude, it just doesn't feel real. This could be it. I might not be alive in 2 weeks. This might be the end for me.




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This photo reminded me of a conversation I stumbled upon on another website where suicidal people share their life stories. I've saved the chat because it resonated very much with my beliefs.

 

[Sadbanana]

I wished I lived somewhere I can purchase gun. For some reason shooting myself sounds like more dignified death than hanging.