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Can'tStandAnymore

Can'tStandAnymore

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Mar 16, 2019
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I have lots of metabolic problem. Maybe I could resolve them by a good diet and some nutritional supplements, but fucking god, I don't even have an opportunity to eat liver weekly.

Gelatine, cdp choline, magnesium threonate, inositol, liver, orange, all other nutritional supplements, etc.. Every fucking thing very expensive. What the fuck is that? Doubtlessly I got cursed at time when I born.

Every time when I reconsider my life, It's getting more and more frustrating that how fucking ridiculous that people complain about depression, fucking pertnesses.

Lol, I don't know why I'm desperately continuing to live. I'm just giving more emotional damage to my family, I guess it would be better to end this all on a sudden.
 
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Final Escape

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What country do u live in?
 
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EddieAllenPoe

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You don't have to believe a word I'm saying but I wanted to point out something. When you're younger, it's easy to FEEL like your whole life is shit and has no purpose. It's harder to see this when your younger because your feelings are stronger. This is actually pretty common for teenagers. No matter where you go in the world, you can easily find teenagers who feel like their whole life is shit. I can definitely remember being a teenager once and I was thinking a lot like you. Just something to consider... If you CTB so young, you might end up missing out on some of the biggest blessings of your life.

Do you think your parents had an easy life when they were your age? I'm sure they don't regret having you and they probably had to sacrifice a lot just to take care of you. You may want to consider waiting until you're a certain age before you seriously consider CTB. Like 25?

Ultimately, you're free to do whatever you want. I'm not saying this to guilt trip you. It's just true... Not many people think clearly when they're a teenager. You may look back at your life one day and be glad you gave life a chance.
 
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Plankter

Plankter

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Biraz abartmış olabilir misin
Okurken Kongo Somali filan dicen sandım yani tamam rezil rüsva bi yerde yaşıyoz ama o kadar da değil yani

(Nothing to see here)
 
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Brazil is a drug too :\
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

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Every country is shitty and expensive tho. It's not like it's easier if you live in the US. I mean yeah my vitamins are only like $4 but I still always drive with the fuel light on, go to the emergency room for everything because I don't have health insurance, and drive an old beater that is one unlucky morning away from giving up.
 
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Final Escape

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On the bright side, pretty soon the once wealthy countries will be turned into third world countries so nobody will be envious of anybody anymore lol! The only people who will be having any decent standard of living are people who can grow their own food, hunt, fish, build housing, repair stuff.
 
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Can'tStandAnymore

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You don't have to believe a word I'm saying but I wanted to point out something. When you're younger, it's easy to FEEL like your whole life is shit and has no purpose. It's harder to see this when your younger because your feelings are stronger. This is actually pretty common for teenagers. No matter where you go in the world, you can easily find teenagers who feel like their whole life is shit. I can definitely remember being a teenager once and I was thinking a lot like you. Just something to consider... If you CTB so young, you might end up missing out on some of the biggest blessings of your life.

Do you think your parents had an easy life when they were your age? I'm sure they don't regret having you and they probably had to sacrifice a lot just to take care of you. You may want to consider waiting until you're a certain age before you seriously consider CTB. Like 25?

Ultimately, you're free to do whatever you want. I'm not saying this to guilt trip you. It's just true... Not many people think clearly when they're a teenager. You may look back at your life one day and be glad you gave life a chance.

All you saying are true. But it's not the reason why I want to do ctb.

There was a guy here whom I know from another forum. As you may have guessed, he's not here anymore.

It's not that easy to use this site as a social media while you have such a neurologic or a metabolic disease, rather than having a depression, or an anxiety disorder. By the way, as well as this, I had generalized anxiety disorder in my whole life.


Biraz abartmış olabilir misin
Okurken Kongo Somali filan dicen sandım yani tamam rezil rüsva bi yerde yaşıyoz ama o kadar da değil yani

(Nothing to see here)

İlk başta hak verdim. Sonra aklıma faturalar gelince bir gülme tuttu .d

(I don't agree)
 
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J.E. Morrow

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I have lots of metabolic problem. Maybe I could resolve them by a good diet and some nutritional supplements, but fucking god, I don't even have an opportunity to eat liver weekly.

Gelatine, cdp choline, magnesium threonate, inositol, liver, orange, all other nutritional supplements, etc.. Every fucking thing very expensive. What the fuck is that? Doubtlessly I got cursed at time when I born.

Every time when I reconsider my life, It's getting more and more frustrating that how fucking ridiculous that people complain about depression, fucking pertnesses.

Lol, I don't know why I'm desperately continuing to live. I'm just giving more emotional damage to my family, I guess it would be better to end this all on a sudden.

I know what you mean, I live in Mexico and it seems like the only advantage about living here is that you can get Nembutal easily.
 
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

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Mar 24, 2019
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On the bright side, pretty soon the once wealthy countries will be turned into third world countries so nobody will be envious of anybody anymore lol! The only people who will be having any decent standard of living are people who can grow their own food, hunt, fish, build housing, repair stuff.
i was thinking the same thing when i read OPs post but instead of "will be turned into " id have put are turning into , in the uk last year

NEARLY 4 MILLION UK ADULTS FORCED TO USE FOODBANKS, FIGURES REVEAL
 
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Final Escape

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i was thinking the same thing when i read OPs post but instead of "will be turned into " id have put are turning into , in the uk last year

NEARLY 4 MILLION UK ADULTS FORCED TO USE FOODBANKS, FIGURES REVEAL
Socialism always fails, because u run out of people who can produce to support the people who aren't. You need smarter people to have more kids than the less capable and responsible. Since talent, iq's, are not equal, u need to have enough of these people and not tax the shit out of them because they will stop producing. Everything is turned upside down when governments meddle in the natural order and the economy. Forced redistribution of wealth always fails eventually because human nature resists theft and people become entitled to the wealth created by the more competent in society.
 
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Plankter

Plankter

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Aug 14, 2018
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Every time when I reconsider my life, It's getting more and more frustrating that how fucking ridiculous that people complain about depression, fucking pertnesses.

I do agree that your physical (non-mental) lifestyle is definitely a significant factor in suicidal ideation, but if you've got certain questions stuck in your head you'll never live a happy life anywhere. A prison in Norway might be a far better place to live than where 70% of the world's population live but once you're imprisoned by your own thoughts there is nowhere you can escape, which is why so many genetic lottery winners are depressed and suicidal
 
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Kyrok

Kyrok

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Socialism always fails, because u run out of people who can produce to support the people who aren't. You need smarter people to have more kids than less the less capable and responsible. Since talent, iq's, are not equal, u need to have enough of these people and not tax the shit out of them because they will stop producing. Everything is turned upside down when governments meddle in the natural order and the economy. Forced redistribution of wealth always fails eventually because human nature resists theft and people become entitled to the wealth created by the more competent in society.

As is evident by the fact that Norway had a third the debt/GDP ratio of the United States.
 
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EddieAllenPoe

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304
Socialism always fails, because u run out of people who can produce to support the people who aren't.

There is something about this narrative being on a suicide website that nauseates me. The post you're responding to was a headline declaring millions of people who were in financial distress and somehow the first thought was to warn against socialism. Who cares if it's even true that socialism doesn't work? Your neighbor is starving. What next? Your neighbor wants to kill himself because he's poor? "Here's a rope and this is how to kill yourself. I'm fine with suicide due to poverty, just thank God he didn't mention socialism."
 
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PSSD can be a bitch but I believe that we will cure ourselves. It will take time but slowly we will.
 
Alchemist

Alchemist

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Apr 3, 2019
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As is evident by the fact that Norway had a third the debt/GDP ratio of the United States.
Except norways isn't completely socialist, it's a free economy with a big welfare state. It's not doing well because the welfare state, but despite of it.
 
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Kyrok

Kyrok

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Except norways isn't completely socialist, it's a free economy with a big welfare state. It's not doing well because the welfare state, but despite of it.
So, their tax policy has nothing to do with it?
 
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Alchemist

Alchemist

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So, their tax policy has nothing to do with it?
Regulation and taxation are too different things even though they might be related sometimes. Thanks to the taxation system the costs of living raises, so social mobility decreases and it creates more people depending on the state, so sooner or later the system collapses either because those who produce become less than those who take from the system or the state's services are unable to meet the demand. Besides, taxation is theft, let's not forget that.
 
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EddieAllenPoe

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I don't think I've ever heard of PSSD until after I joined this website. I was a psychology major in college too. We covered a lot of disorders. This seems kinda new. I remember seeing a person on reddit not too long ago that apparently committed suicide because they actually believed they were somehow broken for life. I think they were only 20. How could they believe that? They're 20. It honestly seemed stupid. They took that shit way too seriously.

I'm a little skeptical in general of how anyone can start to believe they have something when you can't test for it. It's just a word. It doesn't mean it's real. I know antidepressants are linked to sexual problems, but it doesn't mean PSSD is real.

I don't care that much though. Just my random two cents. People get on medical websites and are willing to believe they're going through all kinds of horrible things.
 
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Kyrok

Kyrok

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Regulation and taxation are too different things even though they might be related sometimes. Thanks to the taxation system the costs of living raises, so social mobility decreases and it creates more people depending on the state, so sooner or later the system collapses either because those who produce become less than those who take from the system or the state's services are unable to meet the demand. Besides, taxation is theft, let's not forget that.
Social mobility decreases when taxes are sufficient to support quality k-12 education, low university tuition, universal healthcare, working family subsidies?

Given the poverty, crime, debt of the US vs "socialist" countries, which shows greater signs of collapse?
 
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Alchemist

Alchemist

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Social mobility decreases when taxes are sufficient to support quality k-12 education, low university tuition, universal healthcare, working family subsidies?

Given the poverty, crime, debt of the US vs "socialist" countries, which shows greater signs of collapse?
It actually does, because you can imagine that all that doesn't get funded out of thing air, like all services, those things cost money. Although those things can still be obtained through voluntary means instead of extortion and theft.

Then again, I'd rather be in the US where the chances of improving oneself than those "socialist" countries, which are already starting to show those signs. After all, socialism only lasts as long as other's money lasts.
 
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Kyrok

Kyrok

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It actually does, because you can imagine that all that doesn't get funded out of thing air, like all services, those things cost money. Although those things can still be obtained through voluntary means instead of extortion and theft.

Then again, I'd rather be in the US where the chances of improving oneself than those "socialist" countries, which are already starting to show those signs. After all, socialism only lasts as long as other's money lasts.

The US has among the LOWEST social mobility in the developed world. "Socialist" countries including Canada, Denmark, Finland, Sweden, Norway, Germany have among the highest. See: Wilkinson, Richard & Kate Pickett (2009). The Spirit Level: Why Greater Equality Makes Societies Stronger. Bloomsbury Press.

The US also has far greater economic disparities than these countries.

You're believing US propaganda. Look at the actual data. Multiple studies published on this.

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As for "money running out," look at US debt... both public and private. Again, "socialist" countries such as Norway, Denmark Sweden, Netherlands and Canada have LOWER debt to GDP.

So long as America lies to itself and lets ideology vs real data shape its policies, the more it will decline.
 
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Alchemist

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The US has among the LOWEST social mobility in the developed world. "Socialist" countries including Canada, Denmark, Finland, Sweden, Norway, Germany have among the highest. See: Wilkinson, Richard & Kate Pickett (2009). The Spirit Level: Why Greater Equality Makes Societies Stronger. Bloomsbury Press.

The US also has far greater economic disparities than these countries.

You're believing US propaganda. Look at the actual data. Multiple studies published on this.

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As for "money running out," look at US debt... both public and private. Again, "socialist" countries such as Norway, Denmark Sweden, Netherlands and Canada have LOWER debt to GDP.

So long as America lies to itself and lets ideology vs real data shape its policies, the more it will decline.
And those countries are importing people from the third world to sustain it because their own people are getting old and they need working people to keep with the Ponzi scheme.

The only real equality is equality before the law, anything else is just a pipe dream. If those who produced stopped doing it, the whole system goes down. Eventually countries go full Venezuela. Gloria Álvarez has made a job of showing what statism does, and the third world shows it.

 
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Kyrok

Kyrok

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@Alchemist ... Canada, etc maintains demographic balance by providing skilled immigrants economic opportunity. Sounds great to me.

As for Venezuela, Chavez took power in 1999. His country failed in 20yrs.
"Socialism" in Scandinavia, Canada, etc has endured for 50+ yrs.
There are considerable differences in economic policy between these examples.
 
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Alchemist

Alchemist

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@Alchemist ... Canada, etc maintains demographic balance by providing skilled immigrants economic opportunity. Sounds great to me.

As for Venezuela, Chavez took power in 1999. His country failed in 20yrs.
"Socialism" in Scandinavia, Canada, etc has endured for 50+ yrs.
There are considerable differences in economic policy between these examples.
Chavez already had country in a bad state even before that. Scandinavia had a backup of properity due to free market policies. And Canada is already suffering troubles due to the creation of cultural enclaves, not to mention the underfunded and understaffed system due to that.
 
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Kyrok

Kyrok

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Chavez already had country in a bad state even before that. Scandinavia had a backup of properity due to free market policies. And Canada is already suffering troubles due to the creation of cultural enclaves, not to mention the underfunded and understaffed system due to that.
Every country with a history of immigration has enclaves: Chinatown, Little Italy, etc.. I don't see the problem.
As for funding of the Canadian system, what part of the system? Have you seen the schools in poor states?
 
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Fallen bad23

Fallen bad23

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Have you thought about plant based diet? It is based on veggies but it doesn't elimenate meat or dairy products it just limits them to the smallest amount possible.
 
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