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1legger
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- Jul 14, 2023
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So I lost my leg and some fingers about year ago in a motorcycle accident. But the way I see it, I should have died that day. even though most of the healing is done physically it's hard. Learning to walk with a prosthetic leg. I've had suicidal thoughts as far back as I can remember but never had a really hard time in life so I've just stuck it out. Until that day, and ever since I've been in the deepest rut not being able to do anything. But I own a gun since before the accident, my parents put it up in the attic once my accident happened and they figured I'd be suicidal because of this but a couple months back I finally got the strength to be able to go up there on my own and get it unbeknownst to them. For awhile I'd load it and put it in my mouth and look down the barrel but haven't pulled the trigger yet. Anyway I went out there the other day and realized it wasn't where I left it and I figure my parents put it back up there. I'll get it down one of these days but I doubt I will I'll just go up there and do it and call it quits. I was in a coma for 5 days and I didn't see or talk to anyone all it was, was black and I woke up so I figure that's what death is like like a computer shutting down there's nothing. Do y'all think there's an afterlife? why or why not?