Hey, at the end of the day, it is just natural selection.

[Done_With_It_All]

31 here. Life fell apart. Ruined career. Ruined mental health. Broke up with 8 year long relationship because I could see myself bringing them down with me. Moving back in with parents. Can't find job. More than 20K in credit card debt. No savings. No future. No hope. No drive. Just emptiness and acceptance that my soul is gone. At this point, I'm just waiting to die. One day, my parents will no longer be able to house me and I will be homeless. Maybe things will change, but to be honest, I really don't think so. There is no happy ending here. It is real life. Brutal. Unforgiving. Natural selection is at work, and sometimes it is just accepting that you are just one of the animals that couldn't survive.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

31 here. Life fell apart. Ruined career. Ruined mental health. Broke up with 8 year long relationship because I could see myself bringing them down with me. Moving back in with parents. Can't find job. More than 20K in credit card debt. No savings. No future. No hope. No drive. Just emptiness and acceptance that my soul is gone. At this point, I'm just waiting to die. One day, my parents will no longer be able to house me and I will be homeless. Maybe things will change, but to be honest, I really don't think so. There is no happy ending here. It is real life. Brutal. Unforgiving. Natural selection is at work, and sometimes it is just accepting that you are just one of the animals that couldn't survive.

Very relatable post for me. I have a few hobby/projects that I can work on to have some sense of goal and future orientation, if not directly meeting my "needs". Did you have something like that before, or still do?

 

[Done_With_It_All]

Very relatable post for me. I have a few hobby/projects that I can work on to have some sense of goal and future orientation, if not directly meeting my "needs". Did you have something like that before, or still do?

Not really, i smoke to accelerate the death process and just sleep as much as possible.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Not really, i smoke to accelerate the death process and just sleep as much as possible.

My main things are exercise-related. Would you find it cool to do one-handed pushups/pullups, be good at martial arts, or something like that?

 

[wham311]

31 here. Life fell apart. Ruined career. Ruined mental health. Broke up with 8 year long relationship because I could see myself bringing them down with me. Moving back in with parents. Can't find job. More than 20K in credit card debt. No savings. No future. No hope. No drive. Just emptiness and acceptance that my soul is gone. At this point, I'm just waiting to die. One day, my parents will no longer be able to house me and I will be homeless. Maybe things will change, but to be honest, I really don't think so. There is no happy ending here. It is real life. Brutal. Unforgiving. Natural selection is at work, and sometimes it is just accepting that you are just one of the animals that couldn't survive.

Same situation

 

[LostLily]

I feel the same way about myself. At this point, my mind is too messed up to exist.