Venting Like every night, I can't sleep.

[LunarLight]

Sleep is my only shelter. Although I've been dreaming a lot about suicide for the past days (most likely because I spend a lot of time on SaSu lmao), it's the only time of the day when I feel a little relief from the daily pain.
But as I grow older, I sleep less and less, and always at later hours. Sometimes I fall asleep only after my partner has left for work. It's living hell. I just need a fucking break.
And I don't sleep much. 4 hours per night at best. I wake up 3 or 4 times a night, sometimes for an hour or more.
I just wish I could sleep forever.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I relate, I've been sleeping less as well and it's so exhausting. I wish I could sleep forever as well. Permanent sleep sounds really blissful to me

 

[teajay1]

this would be my worst nightmare!! sleep is the only thing i look forward to everyday. i sleep 10 hours a day. i need my sleep :(

i take benadryls to sleep more on my days off. maybe that would help you? it's not healthy for you though

 

[LunarLight]

this would be my worst nightmare!! sleep is the only thing i look forward to everyday. i sleep 10 hours a day. i need my sleep :(

i take benadryls to sleep more on my days off. maybe that would help you? it's not healthy for you though

I used to be on a shitton of sleeping aids and it never did anything. Melatonine, zopiclone, cyamemazine, loxapine, benzos. None of them ever worked.
Pregabaline helps a bit but I only take it every other day, otherwise the tolerance grows way too fast.

 

[LunarLight]

Fell asleep at 7, slept for 3 hours. Another day is going on now... fucking hell.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just wish to sleep permanently as well, I find it so incredibly dreadful how it's often difficult to even fall asleep temporarily as I see sleeping as the best way to pass the time as it's the closest to not existing after all. Being conscious and aware only causes me to suffer.

 

[Minsu]

I used to be on a shitton of sleeping aids and it never did anything. Melatonine, zopiclone, cyamemazine, loxapine, benzos. None of them ever worked.
Pregabaline helps a bit but I only take it every other day, otherwise the tolerance grows way too fast.

Pregabalin destroyed my sleep completely. I've been taking it for 3 years and I can sleep 3 hours at night at best. Be careful