Life only gets worse as time goes on.

[FuneralCry]

I think that it is true how life will just continue to get worse the more days that are spent here and as years go by the tiredness and misery will increase. It must be easier for those who can sleep for excessive amounts of time, unfortunately that is not the case with me at all, I hate how I'm still awake past 11pm even know I'm really tired. I'm only writing on here to try to make me feel even more tired so I fall asleep. I really hate the thought of ageing as getting older is just so horrifying to me and yet so many people just accept it, I could never understand those people who want to get old, to me this is irrational. But I do feel like I've existed for such a long time even know I'm still 21, but I already have really had enough of everything, as I wanted suicide many years before this. I think that I could never be content in this world no matter what and that is a fact.

Life is all for nothing, it's just endless days and there is really no point. I'm tired of the same thoughts and it's just so awful being trapped in this human body, and literally trying to force myself to do anything is tiring, I just despise life and I've spent so much of my life feeling physically unwell. It's always been tiring existing in a world that I'm not meant for.

But all that humans do have to look forward to is deteriorating as they get older. The human body is designed in a way in which to torture people. Nobody can predict how awful things will get but one thing that is certain is that suffering is inevitable in life. As humans that is what we are destined to experience and I hope that I never wake to see the future. I think that wanting permanent peace is more rational than wanting to exist in a world where everything is determined by chance with no limit as to how awful things can get. Nobody can deny how cruel life really is. And yet some people are so ignorant as to continue to see suicide as being something that must always be prevented and see life as something to continue being prolonged.

 

[freight_train]

pretty much.

 

[CTB Dream]

Yea see day move thing always worse afraid nothing help all worse human delusion say ok what ok time move ruin body all have future pain misery more , real had enough

 

[msci4499]

I wish you quickly leave this world

 

[flightless bird]

I concur.

 

[Hollowman]

There's a lot of money to be made in prolonging our suffering.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I think the idea of ageing (gracefully) is much easier for those who have a lot of "good things" in their lives, such as no money woes, family, children, grand kids, relatively good health, a nice home, friends, etc. You know, the good things in life that make life worthwhile. When those things are absent, and the stability they provide, it provides for a bleak outlook on what is ahead, particularly if alone in this cold, unforgiving world.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

I think the idea of ageing (gracefully) is much easier for those who have a lot of "good things" in their lives, such as no money woes, family, children, grand kids, relatively good health, a nice home, friends, etc. You know, the good things in life that make life worthwhile. When those things are absent, and the stability they provide, it provides for a bleak outlook on what is ahead, particularly if alone in this cold, unforgiving world.

No one wants to get old but most prefer that to dying. If you have nothing or very little that makes living preferable to dying, then aging is going to be much worse.

 

[theboy]

Like a wilting flower

 

[eldiablo666]

There's a lot of money to be made in prolonging our suffering.

It's all about cash.

No one wants to get old but most prefer that to dying. If you have nothing or very little that makes living preferable to dying, then aging is going to be much worse.

You should visit a hospital where the oldest are kept. You don't wanna grow old after seeing that

 

[chocolatebar]

It can be hard for us to understand, but most people like it. As they get older, their bodies decay, but they usually escalate in social status, even if in something simple like job positions or becoming parents.

Ther's also some sense of aging as the natural way of things determined by some greater forces or beings (damn, I hate this) that make people feel good about time passing.

You would be surprised by how people not only love life, but also make all sort of excuses to justify all the unpleasant aspects of it

 

[StolenLife]

Yes and that's a big reason why I want to ctb in my 20s.

 

[Anonymus]

I agree with everything the OP said, but he left out one very important thing, growing up doesn't just mean getting old, it means growing as a person...whatever you're going through, no matter what you suffer, they annul you, destroy your life... the cruel grace of this life is that in the end you always end up being much stronger than those who trampled on you, ruined you, despised you, spat on you, insulted you , abused, injured, tortured, abused, beaten, stolen...
... it's to start crying, but it's true if you get to live it and understand it, you are stronger and stronger, more and more, when your mind collapses, when your hands shake, when you feel nauseous, when you can't even drink water... we will always be much stronger over the years than those who have built a life at the expense of others or your suffering.

Getting old is shit and every day it costs me more, I know I won't live many years like this, but the learning of getting "old" doesn't cost you, it's very valuable.... shame that I'm bad student and think about unsubscribing.

//

Estic d'acord en tot el que ha dit l'OP, però s'ha deixat una cosa importantíssima, fer-se gran no vol dir només fer-se vell, vol dir créixer com a persona... passis pel que passis, pateixis el que pateixis, t'anul·lin, et destrossin la vida... la punyetera gràcia d'aquesta vida es que al final sempre acabes sent molt més fort que aquells que t'han trepitjat, arruïnat, menyspreat, escupit, insultat, maltractat, ferit, torturat, abussat, golpejat, robat...
... es per posar-se a plorar, però és cert si ho arribes a viure i comprendre, cada cop ets més fort, més i més, quan se t'ensorra la ment, quan et tremolen les mans, quan tens nàusees, quan no pots ni beure aigua... sempre serem molt més forts amb el pas dels anys que aquells que s'han construït una vida a costa dels demés o del teu patiment.

Fer-se vell és una merda i cada día em costa més, se que no viuré gaires anys així, però l'aprenenatge de fer-se "gran" no te preu, és molt valuós.... llàstima que jo sigui un mal alumne i pensi en donar-me de baixa.

 

[Onw9]

Potential risk is too much. It's best to check out early

 

[lifeORdeath]

I was able to ignore some things for a little while. But get phone calls telling things aren't over yet and that means can potentially get worse if they get worse and life turns. I will be out because I am too much of a chump to deal with life

 

[Lifeaballache]

Totally agree about aging. I've had a complex about getting old ever since I can remember. Why would you want to live watching yourself get older and older and older until you hardly recognise yourself?

I can't stand it.