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WrathfulGloom32

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Oct 12, 2024
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I want to type more ,but like, this is it, it just isn't fun, I don't care about making a friend group, or drugging myself or engaging in dangerous activities or any activities at all, I'm done with life since I was like 12 , I knew when I was 12 that me and life were never gonna be a thing, it's not even genetic, it's just is, I look around and all I see is just one big cope?

Like, that's it? well then I don't care, it does not give me anything, it has nothing to offer me, that's how I feel about life and honestly it's fun to feel about it like this, it's unironically more fun than anything I ever did/came across in my life.

Basically, fuck everything I don't even need the answers for why it's like this, I don't care anymore, even that is too boring for me.
 
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Moniker

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Nov 1, 2023
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I felt the same way when I was a kid. Not enough folks are willing to face the facts: life isn't anything special. The world hasn't done me any favors, so there's no need for me to give a shit about it.
 
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moonstroll

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There is no point, throughout thousands of years of human existence, at which life has been constantly "fun". There has always been some level of struggle or sufferance. In fact at this point, we find ourselves faced with the least amount of strife ever known through human existence. Might seem a bit pretentious to put it that way, but I think it's worth bearing in mind
 

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