Venting Life is too painful, but dying is too scary

[LuxFox]

What do I even do, I hate being alive, every day the pain is worse, I can't take the stress. for a moment I thought I had something but, I just, can't keep going on.

why do we even need society, I don't want to live like this artificial creation, its so pointless, why can't I just be a dumb animal.

 

[hdead]

I wish I had answers for you. I wouldn't want to he a 'dumb animal', but I'd like to be free from this whole thing.

 

[LastDayOnEarth]

Yeah I hate it too, the good thing is that it only takes one successful attempt, but dying is still so hard

 

[LongJacks]

I'm scared too I understand you completely

I wish it was as easy as falling asleep

 

[dragonofenvy]

I hate this feeling so much. I wish I could've been someone's pet dog instead of this.

 

[LuxFox]

I wish I had answers for you. I wouldn't want to he a 'dumb animal', but I'd like to be free from this whole thing.

I just mean that, I don't think my brain, my fucking useless autism adhd brain is cut out for this world. I would rather have the continued cycle of hunter gatherer pre-society than having to worry about going homeless, losing your job, finding a new job, war, etc

animals just kind of live, they don't have organizations, they do not have financials, or any of this kind of societal structure we invented, I guess they aren't "dumb" but I mean, they do not exist like we do. they hunt, mate and die and thats it.

 

[Ultimatefighter]

I just mean that, I don't think my brain, my fucking useless autism adhd brain is cut out for this world. I would rather have the continued cycle of hunter gatherer pre-society than having to worry about going homeless, losing your job, finding a new job, war, etc

animals just kind of live, they don't have organizations, they do not have financials, or any of this kind of societal structure we invented, I guess they aren't "dumb" but I mean, they do not exist like we do. they hunt, mate and die and thats it.

We made it really hard for one individual to live, we were meant to live in groups were one person was cleaning, one hunting ect ect

Now you have to manage job,house,finances,administration,cleaning,cooking everything alone. Even 100 years ago was better the woman stay home at make sure house and kids are taken care of and the man could pay everything with kust one salary

 

[hdead]

I just mean that, I don't think my brain, my fucking useless autism adhd brain is cut out for this world. I would rather have the continued cycle of hunter gatherer pre-society than having to worry about going homeless, losing your job, finding a new job, war, etc

animals just kind of live, they don't have organizations, they do not have financials, or any of this kind of societal structure we invented, I guess they aren't "dumb" but I mean, they do not exist like we do. they hunt, mate and die and thats it.

I feel you. This society breaks some people so hard that might have been able to function in a 'smaller' world. I relate to this. It fucking sucks.