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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,649
Life is so boring. It's just waking up every morning, eat breakfast, attend classes, do assignments, eat lunch, watch YouTube, go to sleep, and repeat. If life is a video game, it's the most boring video game ever. It has a huge world, but most of it is inaccessible, locked behind a paywall. There's literally nothing interesting to do. The quests are super hard and boring to do. Quitting the game must be a legit option.

Always sad, always in pain, always tired, always bored. Fuck this.

Every morning I'm disappointed that I wake up and have to live another whole day. I just want to pass away in my sleep.

It's like good morning welcome back to hell where you will suffer eternally, thought you could escape that easily did you?

i hate waking up everyday just to have every day be a bad one.

Now, everyday is a bad day and I dont want to live anymore. It really sucks that I have to wake up and live this life. Everyday something always goes wrong and ruins my day. Im just sick of it at this point and it wish it could go away.
 
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Incredibly so, it's boredom and frustration all the time. It's all about pointless distractions to keep you from thinking about it.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,879
It truly is, in my case I've never wished to exist and I've never had any interest in existing. It's such a curse to exist as a conscious being with no permanent offswitch to just cease existing in peace, there's nothing desirable about existence, it's very futile and just causes unnecessary suffering.
 
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TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

Wizard
Nov 24, 2023
686
Damn, I felt this. It's a plastic world filled with plastic people, and just when you think you found something real, you wake up 12 years later and it's gone.
I am personally sick of starting over. It's not fun and it means nothing if you do. Back to the background.
 
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autistocracy

autistocracy

angel
Dec 1, 2022
44
It really is, and I'm not even looking for things that are "fun", just something that is just a little bit interesting. Driving, running errands, going to work... I'm so tired of all of it.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Life is useless. That's it.
 
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