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EternalPain

EternalPain

To live means to suffer
Sep 11, 2023
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People won't understand. No matter what is done, nothing ever changes. And even if they hear the cries of my pain, and even if they see the way it hurts me and even if it's obvious that it is agony, they'll always just tell me it's my fault. And in the end, maybe it is. Maybe it's all on me, my birth, my trauma, my depression and my suicidal thoughts. But even then, why won't they let me go? My wish is for peace. Yet it seems all they see is a villain who's out of their mind and needs to be stopped.
 
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emptyshell

emptyshell

Member
Jun 30, 2023
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I hear you, and I don't know if we'll ever answer that question

The human race can be both beautiful and barbaric
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,026
It really is sad, it's truly such a cruel existence where people have the ability to suffer so much yet cannot just easily free themselves from this existence they were burdened with. I've always and only wished for peace but for me peace could only ever exist in nothingness.
 

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