Life has no meaning for me

[here_for_now]

Everyday I wake up asking myself why didnt i attempt ctb yesterday.

I used to be so excited for life and ambitious and ready to take on the world.

Then life had different plans for me and beat the soul out of me these last couple of years

Almost died last year and I wished I would've died, at least I could've spared myself more suffering in vain

It's so bad I have to imagine catching the bus while I drift off to sleep more often just to trick my body into feeling better, how fucked does your life have to be to think like that

 

[pedro3211]

I do the same thing at night. Sorry things are so bad for you

 

[YourLocalEdgelord]

Everyday I wake up asking myself why didnt i attempt ctb yesterday.

I've been feeling like this for well over a year.

I used to be so excited for life and ambitious and ready to take on the world.

Then life had different plans for me and beat the soul out of me these last couple of years

Same. It's so unfair. They claim none of us want to actually try, but look at us. What a cruel joke.

One day we'll beat SI, I'm sure of it. Hugs <3

 

[Dinozauria]

It's sad to see how life has a way of making people hate it

 

[NeoN0va]

same here.

Ive gotten used to this feeling throughout the years, life has been treating me quite gently for the past 2 months, yet all the awful feelings never truly go away. i dont even know whether im suicidal or not, but i just want to get rid of this terrible feeling that always creeps up on me at random. hang tight everyone.

 

[Ben 111]

Ur not alone

 

[brokennsad]

Everyday I wake up asking myself why didnt i attempt ctb yesterday.

I used to be so excited for life and ambitious and ready to take on the world.

Then life had different plans for me and beat the soul out of me these last couple of years

Almost died last year and I wished I would've died, at least I could've spared myself more suffering in vain

It's so bad I have to imagine catching the bus while I drift off to sleep more often just to trick my body into feeling better, how fucked does your life have to be to think like that

Same same

 

[KiraNosferatu]

SI is such an evil thing. i hope it gets better no matter what you choose for yourself

 

[caotic_realm]

Objectively, life has no meaning.

When people argue that everyone gives meaning to their own life, it is just like if I were to pick a scrap of paper out of the trash and claim that it was very important to me... In other words, giving meaning to life is irrational—illogical.