Life gets much easier once you're determined to die.

[offlineangels]

Now, even through all the pains I have, there's always this thought in the back of my mind;
After this, I can die quietly…

It makes things so unnervingly bearable, it almost feels as if everything painful can fit into the palm of your hand and be cradled— The answer to everything…

I still wake up dreading my own forced existence, but it's truly easier now.
It will all be effortless soon, and then I'm finally finished.

 

[Zerengin96]

I just wish i had a bottle of Nembutal. Might be that i wouldnt even kill myself with it instantly, but just knowing that i have such an easy exit way would make life so much more bearable

 

[LighthouseHermit]

I'm happy for you

Being in control of that aspect of your life is a wonderful feeling to have.

 

[SoulCage]

Soon... Soon I might join this bliss