Life expectancy is too long for me

[martinso67]

If I as a human would have a life expectancy that of cat for example. 20 years old is the max age they can reach, which is also very hard and somewhat rarely.
Then I could deal with life and regardless any physical or mental disease I would have.
But as a human I am cursed to have to life 3x times that age. No actually 70-80 years of life can also be reached, regardless if you have chronic diseases. They only grant you a very unpeaceful death.



Man I am 31 years old now. But what the heck. I have to live that age I lived till now (31 years), again. Again about 35-50 years of life. But now with much more suffering due to progressing chronic diseases.

The older I get. The longer time takes to pass.
Please I want to short it. 31 years are already enough. That's nearly the half of average life expectancy.

Please I want to have access to N. I would travel for it. But have mercy and give a reliable way for a fast death.

 

[sserafim]

I agree. I'm 23 years right now and I never wanted to live beyond 18. It's sad that I was forced to become an adult against my will. I wish that people could have the freedom to decide how long they live. Society should provide everyone with the option of euthanasia if they desire so they can have a way out, but it's too selfish to do this. It just wants us alive as consumers and cogs in the system. I want to die young because I don't want to get old. I don't see any reason to and I don't want to live out a full life. Life expectancy is too long and hopefully I won't live out my whole life. I told my psychiatrist that I didn't want to live beyond 25 and he said that most women live well into their 80s. This made me annoyed and mad. I don't want to live that long

 

[ijustwishtodie]

The average life expectancy really is too long. I want to die young. I have no desire to live for longer. I don't understand why normies want to live for as long as possible. It's absurd

 

[Jarni]

50-60 years in a young healthy body of a 25 year person would be ok, but not what we have...

 

[catnowmeowmeow]

I'm at 38 and I'm pretty good with the amount of years I have lived!

 

[TakeMeToHeaven]

I was suicidal in the first year of middle school from bullying, ever since then it's been a torturous journey

life goes on for way too long I agree

 

[JealousOfTheElderly]

Now you know the origin of my username. Yes, I think about this a lot. I'm ok with dying tomorrow. I hope all the time I get cancer so that I can die. It is why I don't go to doctors. But, maybe that is what's keeping me alive? I don't trust doctors and I most certainly don't trust psychiatric care.
I've had a rough past couple of months.
I'm so over this.