Venting life and bpd

[hiding the roses]

God my life sucks. BPD truly has turned me into a horrible mess I know I cant reverse. Relationships never work out and just torture me mentally but I depend on feeling loved and desired to function properly. The moment I feel discarded or unloved its like I shut down completely and cant even get out of bed to shower.
Atleast ill be dead soon.

Photo of my cat below because hes the only reason I keep going

 

[chudcell]

Hope you're okay. I get how you feel and if you need to dm im here best wishes

 

[bl33ding_heart]

I also have bpd and heavily relate. This disorder really does feel like never ending torture. If you need someone to talk to or wanna be friends I'm available.

 

[shade123]

Hope you're okay , i know the feeling because i have bpd and being with my dogs is the only thing that can lift me up whith my rollercoaster of mood swing.

Even my psychiatrist said how it's better when I'm down than my manic state..... But it's hard to live when you're all time down...

If you need to talk you can dm me and we can exchange cat and dogs photo

 

[daruino]

I feel the same way. I want to love but it becomes so painful. Being alive is so suffocating with this illness.

Your cat is suuper cute seeing animals is my only source of joy haha