It can be a life time problem,
Or appear over night,
A problem in your head,
Hidden deeply out of sight.
Some people, they can function,
But often leaves them drained,
For others no so lucky
it makes them feel insane.
We're told that times are hard,
Whislt watching MPs gaining wealth,
Paying all your taxes,
Just to find there is no help.
After much persuasion I agreed to attend a ward
Only to find there was no help,
Whilst Witnessing violence
feeling lost, anxious and bored
I find my self questioning,
Can this life be real,
It's like a simulation,
Where pain is the only emotion I feel.
The crisis team attended
I was truthful with how I felt
But 20 minutes later it's goodbye my barker
And left alone with zero help
It felt more like a prison,
Than some where to get help
It's made me more determined,
To pass and find some peace, or somewhere else.
Im back to using coke,
simply to clean my house
So at least the mess I leave
isn't a burden for someone else.
My heart goes out to you all,
I hope a solution can be found,
Far too many people,
Unnecessarily are laid into the ground,
Too many unanswered questions,
I'm sure many of you feel the same.
It's days not weeks for me,
I won't make the same mistakes again.
Thanks for all of the people on here who have been kind to me. It's been a huge comfort to me
All my love.
Alan
Or appear over night,
A problem in your head,
Hidden deeply out of sight.
Some people, they can function,
But often leaves them drained,
For others no so lucky
it makes them feel insane.
We're told that times are hard,
Whislt watching MPs gaining wealth,
Paying all your taxes,
Just to find there is no help.
After much persuasion I agreed to attend a ward
Only to find there was no help,
Whilst Witnessing violence
feeling lost, anxious and bored
I find my self questioning,
Can this life be real,
It's like a simulation,
Where pain is the only emotion I feel.
The crisis team attended
I was truthful with how I felt
But 20 minutes later it's goodbye my barker
And left alone with zero help
It felt more like a prison,
Than some where to get help
It's made me more determined,
To pass and find some peace, or somewhere else.
Im back to using coke,
simply to clean my house
So at least the mess I leave
isn't a burden for someone else.
My heart goes out to you all,
I hope a solution can be found,
Far too many people,
Unnecessarily are laid into the ground,
Too many unanswered questions,
I'm sure many of you feel the same.
It's days not weeks for me,
I won't make the same mistakes again.
Thanks for all of the people on here who have been kind to me. It's been a huge comfort to me
All my love.
Alan
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