Soul crushing loneliness is what I call what I deal with the last half a year let's say. I think of all the people I've talked to on dating apps over the last few months whether they were real, minors (yeah, terrifying), bot accounts, scams, rude, whatever they were. I'm not saying I'm perfect by any means, I'm just saying it irritates me that nobody gave me a chance and how I can't "date" like normal people.
Have to go online and have long distance with foreigners which has been good and that's not their fault and I appreciate them but I'm just saying, stuff like this makes me want to shoot myself. Then dealing with chronic back pain but that's a whole different post altogether anyway was wondering if other struggle with this or not.
I don't know why I posted this in off topic when it's clearly not. I'm surprised I haven't bought a gun yet and I really wanted to but my preferred method is hanging.
Have to go online and have long distance with foreigners which has been good and that's not their fault and I appreciate them but I'm just saying, stuff like this makes me want to shoot myself. Then dealing with chronic back pain but that's a whole different post altogether anyway was wondering if other struggle with this or not.
I don't know why I posted this in off topic when it's clearly not. I'm surprised I haven't bought a gun yet and I really wanted to but my preferred method is hanging.
