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I potentially mightve found a place to order these, but first I need more information. First off, sodium thiopental (Midazolam) might be an option. I dont know much about this topic at all, so is 1000 mg of that lethal? im sorry if that's a dumb question. My other options are also Rocuronium bromide and Potassium chloride.
 
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Sodium Thiopental is a controlled drug. You are breaking the law and putting yourself at risk of arrest and imprisonment by ordering it. It is used as a 1-drug cocktail for lethal injection. You won't need anything else; inject it intravenously and death comes very quickly. 5g can induce unconsciousness in seconds, 2-3g is also sufficient. You'll have to be reasonably skilled to inject it intravenously, if you don't get it into a vein, you'll feel searing pain and it can cause side effects without causing death. All three of the drugs you mentioned are lethal, but they take considerable skill to procure and inject.
 
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Sodium Thiopental is a controlled drug. You are breaking the law and putting yourself at risk of arrest and imprisonment by ordering it. It is used as a 1-drug cocktail for lethal injection. You won't need anything else; inject it intravenously and death comes very quickly. 5g can induce unconsciousness in seconds, 2-3g is also sufficient. You'll have to be reasonably skilled to inject it intravenously, if you don't get it into a vein, you'll feel searing pain and it can cause side effects without causing death. All three of the drugs you mentioned are lethal, but they take considerable skill to procure and inject.
I see. Would potassium chloride be a good choice?
 
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I see. Would potassium chloride be a good choice?
Potassium chloride stops the heart. It does cause a burning sensation though. It is legal to buy, and, like most other salts, causes a painful death when injected, or when ingested (albeit at much larger doses).

It is important to emphasize that it is not easy to inject oneself with these substances. You need to find a suitable vein, which can be hard to many people. This also holds true with the air injection.
 

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